Ti e urren rinin\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Sepse vet\u00eb nuk u b\u00ebre kurr\u00eb i ri. Kur e kishe mosh\u00ebn, disa thon\u00eb ishe rebel. Ti nuk ishe rebel. Rebel\u00ebt e asaj kohe, si Fatos Lubonja, u p\u00ebrplas\u00ebn n\u00eb biruca shtat\u00eb pash\u00eb n\u00ebn dh\u00e9. Ti ishe kurrgj\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb gjatosh i llastuar me shpatulla t\u00eb ngrohta, q\u00eb luaje rolin e rebelit. P\u00ebr t\u2019u dukur interesant. P\u00ebr t\u00eb fshehur kot\u00ebsin\u00eb brenda vetes. Apo ishe piketuar p\u00ebr t\u2019u katapultuar n\u00eb politik\u00eb n\u00eb momentin e duhur dhe, duke luajtur rebelin, do t\u00eb b\u00ebheshe \u201ci besuesh\u00ebm\u201d?<\/p>\n
T\u00eb iku mosha, prap\u00eb mund t\u00eb b\u00ebheshe i ri. I ri n\u00eb shpirt, shok me rinin\u00eb. Nuk u b\u00ebre. U vjetrove m\u00eb shpejt se vitet. U rreke me e ble rinin\u00eb me pare kallp. Zgjodhe rolin e politikanit cool, jam edhe un\u00eb si ju. Vath\u00eb, \u00e7orape t\u00eb kuqe, atlete, \u00e7itjane. Koncerte, gara t\u00eb huaja motorash e makinash, miliona euro nga taksat tona. <\/p>\n
S\u2019e kishe kuptuar rinin\u00eb. Doje ta joshje me guack\u00ebn that\u00eb. Por rinia k\u00ebrkon perl\u00ebn, jo guack\u00ebn. Rinia do shkoll\u00eb, do pun\u00eb. Do mund\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t\u00eb realizuar. P\u00ebr t\u00eb pushtuar qiejt\u00eb. Rinia do Atdhe.<\/p>\n
Apo e dije \u00e7\u2019do rinia, por synoje me e p\u00ebrzan\u00eb \u201cbut\u00eb e but\u00eb\u201d, me ia tha djepin Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb? Kishe strategjin\u00eb e zhbimjes? <\/p>\n
Mori dheun rinia. \u201cNa lan\u00eb pa atdhe\u201d, thot\u00eb nj\u00eb personazh i Laz\u00ebr Stanit te libri \u201cN\u00eb Bregenc shkohet p\u00ebr t\u00eb vdekur\u201d. Ik\u00ebn djem e vajza zem\u00ebrthyer, por nuk hodh\u00ebn gur\u00ebt pas. Lan\u00eb zemr\u00ebn pas. Drith\u00ebrimat e saj ndihen n\u00eb metropolet e bot\u00ebs.<\/p>\n
Ti e urren rinin\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Sepse rinia ka ideale. <\/p>\n
E sheh si po shp\u00ebrthejn\u00eb? \u201cDor\u00ebheqje\u201d, th\u00ebrrasin mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb me flamurin komb\u00ebtar. T\u00eb k\u00ebtushmit dhe t\u00eb m\u00ebrgat\u00ebs, nj\u00eb z\u00eb. E di ti q\u00eb nj\u00eb fluturim zogu mund t\u00eb rr\u00ebzoj\u00eb nj\u00eb ortek? Flamingot e bukur, t\u00eb pafajsh\u00ebm, qen\u00eb ky fluturim zogu. Videoja me protestuesin paq\u00ebsor, q\u00eb policia jote e t\u00ebrhiqte zvarr\u00eb si cung t\u00eb kalbur, i ra rrotull bot\u00ebs. Orteku qe gati. P\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb qeverisjes t\u00ebnde. <\/p>\n
Ti s\u2019ke ideal. E profilizon veten sipas konjuktur\u00ebs. Her\u00eb kund\u00ebrkomunist me retorik\u00eb dhune, n\u00eb vitet n\u00ebnt\u00ebdhjet\u00eb. Her\u00eb enverist q\u00eb i \u201cp\u00ebrshtatet\u201d koh\u00ebs. Her\u00eb naconalist. Her\u00eb racist. Racist ndaj gjysm\u00ebs s\u00eb shqiptar\u00ebve, p\u00ebr\u00e7ar\u00ebs k\u00ebmb\u00ebngul\u00ebs i kombit. Nuk mund t\u2019ua b\u00ebja koh\u00ebn time kurban \u201crefleksioneve\u201d a \u201cKurbanit\u201c t\u00ebnd t\u00eb botuar nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb e n\u00eb Beograd, por kush i ka lexuar, edhe ish-miq t\u00eb tut\u00eb, kan\u00eb zbuluar brenda tyre luhatje, err\u00ebsir\u00eb. Thon\u00eb je bipolar. Nuk jam mjek p\u00ebr ta pohuar, por them me bindje se t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn n\u00eb politik\u00eb je bipolar. Kurrfar\u00eb busulle a drejtpeshimi s\u2019ke. Rrehesh se e blen dashurin\u00eb e Per\u00ebndimit duke e k\u00ebrc\u00ebnuar me \u00e7ar\u00e7af\u00ebt e zhyer t\u00eb Lindjes. Ti mund t\u00eb shkosh n\u00eb ata \u00e7ar\u00e7af\u00eb, por a t\u00eb ndjekin shqiptar\u00ebt?<\/p>\n
I vetmi bosht i politik\u00ebs t\u00ebnde \u00ebsht\u00eb pushteti vetjak. Dhe pare e prap\u00eb pare, pare pa djers\u00eb. Rreth k\u00ebtij \u201cideali\u201drrotullohen copat e p\u00ebrgjakura t\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, q\u00eb i qet n\u00eb pazar me ble mb\u00ebshtetje. Duke e rrjepur p\u00ebr s\u00eb gjalli Shqip\u00ebrin\u00eb, si lop\u00ebt q\u00eb i rrjepin p\u00ebr s\u00eb gjalli te \u201cRrafshina n\u00eb flak\u00eb\u201d e Huan (Juan) Rulfos. Ia p\u00ebrzure njer\u00ebzit. Po ia shet tok\u00ebn e detin, p\u00ebrfshi kryeportin trimij\u00ebvje\u00e7ar. Po ia shkreton katundet. Po ia mbyll shkollat. Po ia shnd\u00ebrron spitalet n\u00eb varreza. Po ia p\u00ebrdhos familjen.<\/p>\n
Ti e urren rinin\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Sepse rinia rrezaton kultur\u00eb, qytetari. E shikon \u00e7\u2019klas kan\u00eb protestat kund\u00ebr teje? Derdhen lum\u00eb e ta k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb dor\u00ebheqjen me k\u00ebng\u00eb. Mbushin rrug\u00eb e sheshe si lulnaj\u00eb e nj\u00eb cop\u00eb let\u00ebr s\u2019e l\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr tok\u00eb. N\u00eb fund t\u00eb viteve n\u00ebnt\u00ebdhjet\u00eb bota u shtang me shqiptar\u00ebt n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb, me q\u00ebndres\u00ebn paq\u00ebsore, krejt ndryshe nga \u00e7\u2019i kishin portretizuar. Media dhe v\u00ebzhguesit prap\u00eb shtang: aq t\u00eb but\u00eb e paq\u00ebsor\u00eb shqiptar\u00ebt, aq i vendosur Brezi Z i Tiran\u00ebs. Me nj\u00eb t\u00ebrheqje magnetike gati kozmike: dje pash\u00eb mes protestueve nj\u00eb grua shtatzan\u00eb! Foshnja n\u00eb karroca, f\u00ebmij\u00eb kaliqaf\u00eb e pensionist\u00eb shpatullmbledhur, sa t\u00eb duash. <\/p>\n
Ti s\u2019ke qytetari. Ti flet me fjalor rrug\u00ebsh, si fatorinat e dikursh\u00ebm t\u00eb autobuz\u00ebve.
\nNuk le epitet pa p\u00ebrdorur kund\u00ebr protestuesve \u00ebngj\u00ebllor\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Ti e urren rinin\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Sepse ajo ka talent. Ka frym\u00ebzim, ka shpirt. Shiko \u00e7\u2019meme plot fantazi n\u00eb rrjet. Edhe n\u00eb Per\u00ebndim shqiptar\u00ebt po shk\u00eblqejn\u00eb me elit\u00ebn e vet. Inxhinier\u00eb e k\u00ebng\u00ebtar\u00eb, artist\u00eb e sportist\u00eb, njer\u00ebz guximtar\u00eb t\u00eb biznesit. B\u00ebjn\u00eb pun\u00eb, jo zhurm\u00eb. Ti ke qen\u00eb sportist fal\u00eb shtatit t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, po s\u2019ke l\u00ebn\u00eb em\u00ebr n\u00eb sport. Ti ke studiuar p\u00ebr piktur\u00eb, po nj\u00eb tabllo t\u00ebnden s\u2019e p\u00ebrmend kush.<\/p>\n
Megjithat\u00eb edhe ti ke talent. Talent me shkat\u00ebrrue. Edhe ti ke frym\u00ebzim. Frym\u00ebzim p\u00ebr energji t\u00eb zez\u00eb, derdh vet\u00ebm energji t\u00eb zez\u00eb. Je shnd\u00ebrruar n\u00eb vrim\u00eb t\u00eb zez\u00eb p\u00ebr vlerat e k\u00ebtij vendi. <\/p>\n
Ti e urren rinin\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Sepse nuk e bleve dot. N\u00eb kund\u00ebrmitingjet me punonj\u00ebs t\u00eb administrat\u00ebs, me patronazhist\u00eb e me militant\u00eb t\u00eb llojit \u201cedhe pa buk\u00eb rrim\u00eb, ve\u00e7 partin\u00eb ta kemi t\u00eb fort\u00eb\u201d, spikat dimri i vetmis\u00eb t\u00ebnde. Ta than\u00eb: f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e baballar\u00ebve q\u00eb t\u00eb rrijn\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebt, i ke n\u00eb protest\u00ebn q\u00eb th\u00ebrret \u201ct\u00eb erdhi fundi\u201d!
\nPo p\u00ebrpiqesh me i p\u00ebr\u00e7a. Me e grabit\u00eb protest\u00ebn. Me e lidh\u00eb protest\u00ebn me hijen t\u00ebnde t\u00eb kudogjendur. Ke v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb l\u00ebvizje \u201copozitar\u00eb\u201d t\u00eb em\u00ebruar, intelektual\u00eb \u201ct\u00eb pavarur\u201d, hile t\u00eb teknologjis\u00eb moderne, parulla.<\/p>\n
Ti e urren rinin\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Rini do t\u00eb thot\u00eb drit\u00eb. Do t\u00eb thot\u00eb e sotme, do t\u00eb thot\u00eb e ardhme. Meq\u00eb p\u00ebr veten nuk sheh t\u00eb ardhme, e urren t\u00eb ardhmen ton\u00eb. <\/p>\n
E ardhmmja e shqiptar\u00ebve po th\u00ebrret te dyert e kryeministris\u00eb: \u201cIk\u201d!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ti e urren rinin\u00eb. Sepse vet\u00eb nuk u b\u00ebre kurr\u00eb i ri. Kur e kishe mosh\u00ebn, disa thon\u00eb ishe rebel. Ti nuk ishe rebel. Rebel\u00ebt e asaj kohe, si Fatos Lubonja, u p\u00ebrplas\u00ebn n\u00eb biruca shtat\u00eb pash\u00eb n\u00ebn dh\u00e9. Ti ishe kurrgj\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb gjatosh i llastuar me shpatulla t\u00eb ngrohta, q\u00eb luaje […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":97712,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-97711","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-te-tjera"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/97711","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=97711"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/97711\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":97713,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/97711\/revisions\/97713"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/97712"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=97711"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=97711"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=97711"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}