{"id":91361,"date":"2025-08-16T11:04:50","date_gmt":"2025-08-16T11:04:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/?p=91361"},"modified":"2025-08-16T11:04:50","modified_gmt":"2025-08-16T11:04:50","slug":"jam-shqiptar-kam-frike-te-jem-i-lumtur","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/2025\/08\/16\/jam-shqiptar-kam-frike-te-jem-i-lumtur\/","title":{"rendered":"Jam shqiptar, kam frik\u00eb t\u00eb jem i lumtur"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Nga Reldar Dedaj<\/p>\n<p>Shqip\u00ebria, prej koh\u00ebsh, nuk na p\u00ebrngjan me at\u00eb port\u00eb q\u00eb dikush mendon se e ka lexuar te Parajsa e Dante Alighierit, ku hyhet pa kthim. P\u00ebrkundrazi, ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb port\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e mbyll dot me k\u00ebmb\u00eb, por je i shtr\u00ebnguar ta l\u00ebsh hapur p\u00ebr t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, n\u00eb nj\u00eb rast fatlum, dhe ta gjesh hapur kur t\u00eb dal\u00ebsh n\u00eb kthim. Nga do q\u00eb t\u00eb shkosh n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, do v\u00ebsh re se ndihesh i shtypur nga mungesa e plot\u00eb e jet\u00ebs, ritmit, f\u00ebmij\u00ebve, t\u00eb ardhmes. Shqip\u00ebria as nuk \u00ebnd\u00ebrron m\u00eb. Edhe \u00ebndrra ka vdekur, hap\u00ebsira e vetme e liris\u00eb. Duket se gjith\u00e7ka ka shterruar dhe po shkon, dal\u00ebngadal\u00eb, drejt shkat\u00ebrrimit. \u00c7far\u00ebdo q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb, \u00e7far\u00ebdo mase q\u00eb t\u00eb marrim, nuk do t\u2019i bindim shqiptar\u00ebt t\u00eb besojn\u00eb. Fatkeq\u00ebsia e tyre sot \u00ebsht\u00eb se nuk mund t\u00eb besojn\u00eb dhe as t\u2019u japin jet\u00eb gj\u00ebrave. Nuk duan t\u00eb besojn\u00eb nga frika se mos b\u00ebhen qesharak\u00eb. <\/p>\n<p>Nuk mendojm\u00eb se do t\u00eb zgjidhnin sot k\u00ebt\u00eb klas\u00eb qeveris\u00ebse, n\u00ebse gjat\u00eb k\u00ebtyre dymb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb viteve nuk do t\u00eb ishin t\u00eb m\u00ebrzitur, t\u00eb trembur dhe t\u00eb vjedhur. \u00cbsht\u00eb frika nga gj\u00ebrat e p\u00ebrs\u00ebritura: e nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb, e nj\u00ebjta filozofi, e nj\u00ebjta sjellje, t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat fjal\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb nj\u00eb lodhje me ta, nga boshll\u00ebku i t\u00eb kuptuarit, nga gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb ata p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsojn\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrsa banalitetet e tyre mbijn\u00eb mbi sip\u00ebrfaqe \u00e7do her\u00eb e m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, ata vazhdojn\u00eb e d\u00ebgjojn\u00eb, shohin entuziazmin e rrem\u00eb q\u00eb fytyrat e qeveritar\u00ebve p\u00ebr\u00e7ojn\u00eb dhe ndjejn\u00eb mbi mish nguljen e thonjve t\u00eb hipokrizis\u00eb s\u00eb tyre. Shqiptar\u00ebt mund t\u00eb jen\u00eb t\u00eb gatsh\u00ebm t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri nj\u00eb zgjedhje tjet\u00ebr, por pa madh\u00ebshtin\u00eb, pa forc\u00ebn dhe pa jehon\u00ebn q\u00eb duhej. Fuqia e tyre \u00ebsht\u00eb dob\u00ebsuar, besimi \u00ebsht\u00eb tretur, dhe e ardhmja u duket akoma m\u00eb e zbeht\u00eb se m\u00eb par\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb tok\u00eb burrash e burrneshash, aty ku pushka k\u00ebrcet p\u00ebr nj\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, aty ku njer\u00ebzit e famsh\u00ebm dhe t\u00eb zot\u00ebt jan\u00eb ata t\u00eb hurit dhe t\u00eb litarit, aty ku kultura \u00ebsht\u00eb shterp\u00ebzim, aty ku let\u00ebrsia komb\u00ebtare vazhdon t\u00eb mburret me figurat e saj monumentale, aty ku heronjt\u00eb vler\u00ebsohen p\u00ebr vdekjen dhe kurr\u00eb p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn, aty ku themi se ka demokraci m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se diktatur\u00eb, aty ku flitet p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka dhe kurr\u00eb p\u00ebr gj\u00ebrat e m\u00ebdha, ka qen\u00eb p\u00ebrher\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb, n\u00ebse jo edhe sot, t\u00eb mbash n\u00eb loj\u00eb revolt\u00ebn qytetare.<\/p>\n<p>Pamja b\u00ebhet akoma m\u00eb e trishtuar kur dhjetra njer\u00ebz mbijn\u00eb \u00e7do dit\u00eb p\u00ebrpara selis\u00eb s\u00eb qeveris\u00eb dhe, me durimin tipik shqiptar, ende mendojn\u00eb se kreu i vendit mund t\u2019i shp\u00ebtoj\u00eb. \u00c7udit\u00ebrisht, mbetet ende nj\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje e hapur n\u00ebse Ai do t\u00eb jet\u00eb personi q\u00eb do t\u00eb p\u00ebrmir\u00ebsoj\u00eb jetes\u00ebn e shqiptar\u00ebve. Bazuar n\u00eb fakte dhe n\u00eb koh\u00eb, pasi jan\u00eb mbushur plot 12 vite, asgj\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb ndryshoj\u00eb. P\u00ebr t\u2019i hedhur akoma m\u00eb shum\u00eb helm gjendjes, referuar t\u00eb dh\u00ebnave, vet\u00ebm 1% e shoq\u00ebris\u00eb shqiptare kontrollon sot tok\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb shtrenjt\u00eb, tenderat m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj dhe investimet m\u00eb fitimprur\u00ebse, nd\u00ebrsa 99% e shqiptar\u00ebve shohin \u00e7do vit se si shpresa e tyre shitet n\u00ebn dor\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Kur nj\u00eb vend p\u00ebson disfat\u00eb, shpik ose ekzagjeron ndonj\u00eb \u201cepisod t\u00eb lavdish\u00ebm\u201d p\u00ebr t\u2019i hedhur hije humbjes s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. N\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, k\u00ebto episode nuk jan\u00eb thjesht histori; jan\u00eb projekte q\u00eb gjuajn\u00eb nj\u00eb petk lavdie mbi d\u00ebshtimet e qeveris\u00eb. Incenerator\u00ebt, portet e dhuruara investitor\u00ebve, hap\u00ebsirat e qytetit q\u00eb shnd\u00ebrrohen n\u00eb kulla, \u00e7do veprim duket triumf, por pas tij fshihet grabitja e fondeve dhe shkat\u00ebrrimi i t\u00eb ardhmes s\u00eb shumic\u00ebs. \u00c7do lavdi e shpallur \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb mask\u00eb mbi paaft\u00ebsin\u00eb, mbi injoranc\u00ebn e strukturave q\u00eb duhet t\u2019i sh\u00ebrbejn\u00eb qytetarit, por q\u00eb sot jan\u00eb plot\u00ebsisht n\u00eb sh\u00ebrbim t\u00eb pakic\u00ebs.<\/p>\n<p>Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00ebnyra q\u00eb disfatat e v\u00ebrteta zhvendosin v\u00ebmendjen: duke b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb dukshme sukseset e sajuara, duke fshehur katastrof\u00ebn e p\u00ebrditshme. Qytetari ec\u00ebn mbi rrug\u00eb t\u00eb shkat\u00ebrruara, sheh shkolla t\u00eb braktisura, spitalet bosh dhe e kupton se \u00e7do lavdi \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm hije mbi varf\u00ebrin\u00eb. Por p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsia nuk zhduket; ajo q\u00ebndron mbi ata q\u00eb premtuan, mbi ata q\u00eb vran\u00eb shpres\u00ebn dhe e kthyen shtetin n\u00eb pron\u00eb private. N\u00eb heshtjen e qyteteve, n\u00eb fytyrat e qytetar\u00ebve t\u00eb lodhur, Shqip\u00ebria ruan kujtes\u00ebn e k\u00ebsaj tradhtie t\u00eb heshtur. Dhe \u00e7do episod i lavdish\u00ebm, \u00e7do projekt i shfaqur me pompozitet, \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb mask\u00eb q\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb fsheh m\u00eb d\u00ebshtimin e p\u00ebrhersh\u00ebm.<\/p>\n<p>Nisur nga ky fakt, nuk mendojm\u00eb se Shqip\u00ebria ka qeverisjen q\u00eb meriton. Edhe pse politikan\u00ebt nuk bien nga qielli dhe nuk i sjell as fati as ndonj\u00eb dor\u00eb e fsheht\u00eb, ata dalin nga vet\u00eb shoq\u00ebria q\u00eb i prodhon. Por barku q\u00eb i prodhon ata n\u00eb vendin ton\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb shoq\u00ebria shqiptare dhe as qytetari i saj; p\u00ebrkundrazi, \u00ebsht\u00eb e kund\u00ebrta: krimi i organizuar, korrupsioni, trafiqet dhe propaganda, dhe sigurisht, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos harruar, edhe disa intelektual\u00eb apo njer\u00ebz t\u00eb ditur t\u00eb k\u00ebtij vendi, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt, edhe pse me doza t\u00eb vogla, ia kan\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb dor\u00eb k\u00ebsaj krijese.<\/p>\n<p>P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye, \u201cheronjt\u00eb\u201d shfaqen gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb ushtrit\u00eb e shpartalluara. Ata q\u00eb fitojn\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr ta.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nga Reldar Dedaj Shqip\u00ebria, prej koh\u00ebsh, nuk na p\u00ebrngjan me at\u00eb port\u00eb q\u00eb dikush mendon se e ka lexuar te Parajsa e Dante Alighierit, ku hyhet pa kthim. P\u00ebrkundrazi, ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb port\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e mbyll dot me k\u00ebmb\u00eb, por je i shtr\u00ebnguar ta l\u00ebsh hapur p\u00ebr t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, n\u00eb nj\u00eb rast fatlum, dhe [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":91362,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-91361","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-te-tjera"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/91361","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=91361"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/91361\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":91363,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/91361\/revisions\/91363"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/91362"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=91361"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=91361"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=91361"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}