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E dashur bija ime mos u trishto q\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb Krishtlindje s\u2019t\u00eb bleva dot dhurat\u00eb. T\u00eb m\u00eb besosh nuk munda, sepse p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time nuk kam asnj\u00eb lek n\u00eb portofol, madje nuk kam kujt t\u2019i k\u00ebrkoj borxh, sepse edhe t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt nuk kan\u00eb. T\u00eb shikoja p\u00ebr \u00e7do dit\u00eb, kur tek kalendari i varur n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb me duart e vogla sh\u00ebnoje dit\u00ebt, duke pritur plot g\u00ebzim q\u00eb t\u00eb vinin festat, eh kjo fest\u00eb. Tashm\u00eb jam i papun\u00eb, sepse k\u00ebshtu menduan disa, dhe pse gjithmon\u00eb jam p\u00ebrpjekur q\u00eb n\u00eb profesionin tim t\u00eb isha m\u00eb i mir\u00eb, dhe pse mundohesha q\u00eb n\u00eb pun\u00ebn time t\u00eb mos kishte asnj\u00eb mang\u00ebsi.., nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb bukur me diell m\u00eb soll\u00ebn p\u00ebrpara nj\u00eb flet\u00eb ku shkruhej se isha i pushuar. Ishte kaq qesharake \u201cMunges\u00eb performance\u201d, kur korridoreve t\u00eb institucionit koleg\u00ebt p\u00ebshp\u00ebrisnin gjithmon\u00eb n\u00ebn z\u00eb, se isha m\u00eb i miri, megjithat\u00eb askush nuk pyeti p\u00ebr mua, as p\u00ebr familjen time, m\u00eb flak\u00ebn si t\u00eb isha nj\u00eb cop\u00eb leck\u00eb e vjet\u00ebr e pa vler\u00eb. At\u00eb dit\u00eb i mblodha gj\u00ebrat e mia n\u00eb nj\u00eb kuti t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr kartoni, i trazuar, i trishtuar, i revoltuar, kur dola jasht\u00eb institucionit ku punoja n\u00eb kazanin e par\u00eb i hodha t\u00eb gjitha p\u00ebrve\u00e7 nj\u00eb korrnize q\u00eb kishte foton t\u00ebnde, duke buz\u00ebqeshur. Gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb rrug\u00ebs e shikoja buz\u00ebqeshjen t\u00ebnde dhe p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb at\u00eb dit\u00eb, ajo \u00ebmb\u00eblsi m\u00eb vriste n\u00eb shpirt dhe k\u00ebmb\u00ebt nuk m\u00eb b\u00ebnin q\u00eb t\u00eb nxitoja p\u00ebr tek ty. \u00c7far\u00eb t\u00eb thosha?? Sa e sa her\u00eb vet\u00ebm vrapoja t\u00eb lumturohesha kur t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoja, e lodhja e dit\u00ebs s\u00eb pun\u00ebs m\u00eb ikte si me magji. Padrejt\u00ebsisht ke hyr\u00eb edhe t\u2019i tashm\u00eb tek problemet e mia, sepse t\u2019i d\u00ebgjon, kupton, shikon. K\u00ebt\u00eb her\u00eb nuk ndodhi si n\u00eb vitet e kaluara, kur t\u2019i m\u00eb porositje p\u00ebr dhurat\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00eblqente t\u00eb kishe dhe padyshim un\u00eb at\u00eb t\u00eb zgjidhja. Dje erdhe tek poltrona, leht\u00eb, m\u00eb hodhe krahun e brisht\u00eb rreth qaf\u00ebs edhe m\u00eb the; Baba k\u00ebt\u00eb vit mos m\u00eb bli asnj\u00eb dhurat\u00eb se nuk kam m\u00eb vend te dhoma ngaq\u00eb jan\u00eb shum\u00eb\u2026!
\nBuz\u00ebqesha me fytyr\u00eb t\u00eb qar\u00eb. Mallkova veten, mallkova qeverin\u00eb, iu luta Zotit, u p\u00ebrlota. Gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi ka vend p\u00ebr dhurata, sepse ato jan\u00eb pjes\u00eb e lumturis\u00eb s\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebve. Un\u00eb e di, n\u00eb kalendarin e varur n\u00eb mur sot do t\u00eb mungoj\u00eb di\u00e7ka, prandaj e shikoj se p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb nuk t\u00eb p\u00eblqen ta heq\u00ebsh dhe t\u00eb m\u00eb tregosh dit\u00ebt. Bashk\u00eb kemi filluar ta urrejm\u00eb, un\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb. <\/p>\n
E dashur bija ime. Kurr\u00eb se kisha menduar se nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do t\u00eb endesha i papun\u00eb, sepse jam kujdesur shum\u00eb q\u00eb kjo t\u00eb mos m\u00eb ndodhte, prandaj isha korrekt, punoja shum\u00eb, edhe jasht\u00eb orarit dhe pse askush s\u2019m\u00eb pagoi asnj\u00ebher\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse ma pasuronin civin\u00eb vet\u00ebm me kualifikime, q\u00eb fatkeq\u00ebsisht kurr\u00eb s\u2019mu nevojit\u00ebn. Sistemi q\u00eb u nd\u00ebrtua tani nuk i do t\u00eb zot\u00ebt, dhe drejt\u00ebsin\u00eb ka muaj q\u00eb kan\u00eb vjedhur, hipokrit\u00ebt, militant\u00ebt, servil\u00ebt, t\u00eb paaft\u00ebt, mediokr\u00ebt. K\u00ebshtu ndodh k\u00ebtu, nuk fiton m\u00eb merita, por politika. Nejse k\u00ebto ja them vetes. Shum\u00eb her\u00eb del n\u00eb televizion Kryeministri, ministrat, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt thon\u00eb kemi pun\u00ebsuar kaq dhe aq, kemi shp\u00ebrndar\u00eb kaq e aq dhurata, kemi ndihmuar kaq dhe aq f\u00ebmij\u00eb, t\u00eb pastreh\u00eb, invalid\u00eb, pensionist\u00eb. Ti i shikon lumturohesh, sepse kurr\u00eb nuk mendon q\u00eb k\u00ebta lloj monstrash t\u00eb veshur shik dhe q\u00eb flasin bukur t\u00eb g\u00ebnjejn\u00eb. \u00c7far\u00eb drame po ta them bija ime, ja k\u00ebta bukuria e rreme m\u00eb lan\u00eb sot t\u00eb papun\u00eb dhe ty pa dhurat\u00eb p\u00ebr fest\u00eb. N\u00eb bllokun tim t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, s\u2019ka m\u00eb shifra, plane pune, udh\u00ebtimesh, projekte, edhe ai \u00ebsht\u00eb lodhur, sepse k\u00ebto tre muaj ka qen\u00eb \u00e7do dit\u00eb i strukur n\u00eb xhepin e brendsh\u00ebm, i harruar. Nuk po t\u00eb shfaj\u00ebsohem, sepse e kam fajin vet, n\u00eb at\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb keqe kaq shum\u00eb u g\u00ebnjyem, besuam, \u00ebnd\u00ebrruam dhe ngrit\u00ebm padashje dhe vesh\u00ebm me moral t\u00eb keqen, ku dit\u00eb pas dite i doli boja, duke na u shfaqur ashtu si\u00e7 ishte, e hidhur, pa ndjenja, e dhunshme.
\nDo t\u00eb mungojn\u00eb dhuratat k\u00ebt\u00eb fund viti. Sepse k\u00ebshtu urdh\u00ebruan, sepse k\u00ebshtu vendos\u00ebn, p\u00ebr mua p\u00ebr ty dhe p\u00ebr mij\u00ebra t\u00eb tjer\u00eb. T\u00eb m\u00eb fal\u00ebsh bija ime, n\u00ebqoft\u00ebse sheh se nes\u00ebr do t\u00eb mungoj\u00eb kalendari, ta dish, un\u00eb do ta kem hequr, ka ndalur koha, ndali at\u00eb dit\u00eb, kur u adhurua djalli, ai q\u00eb si do f\u00ebmij\u00ebt, n\u00ebn\u00ebn, baban\u00eb, gruan, atdheun, Zotin. Ai q\u00eb kurr\u00eb s\u2019mendon, ai q\u00eb na vret \u00e7do dit\u00eb dhe nuk ndjen kurr\u00eb pendim. Do t\u00eb mungojn\u00eb dhuratat k\u00ebt\u00eb vit m\u00eb kupto, por t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn do t\u00eb kemi shpres\u00ebn!!!!<\/p>\n
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(E shkruajtur para pak vitesh, m\u00eb aktuale sot) E dashur bija ime mos u trishto q\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb Krishtlindje s\u2019t\u00eb bleva dot dhurat\u00eb. T\u00eb m\u00eb besosh nuk munda, sepse p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time nuk kam asnj\u00eb lek n\u00eb portofol, madje nuk kam kujt t\u2019i k\u00ebrkoj borxh, sepse edhe t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt nuk kan\u00eb. T\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":9076,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-9074","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-opinione"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9074","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9074"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9074\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9077,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9074\/revisions\/9077"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/9076"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9074"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9074"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9074"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}