N\u00ebn\u00eb,<\/p>\n
N\u00eb nj\u00eb bot\u00eb ku dashuria duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb ngush\u00ebllim dhe forca q\u00eb lidh qeniet njer\u00ebzore, ne mbet\u00ebm t\u00eb ndar\u00eb nga nj\u00eb mur i paduksh\u00ebm, i nd\u00ebrtuar nga fjal\u00eb q\u00eb nuk u than\u00eb kurr\u00eb dhe nga nj\u00eb heshtje q\u00eb na ndau m\u00eb shum\u00eb se larg\u00ebsia. Un\u00eb, nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb pa kujtimin e duarve t\u00eb tua, dhe ti, nj\u00eb grua q\u00eb zgjodhi t\u00eb ikte, mbet\u00ebm si dy anije q\u00eb kaluan pran\u00eb nj\u00ebra-tjetr\u00ebs n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb, pa e ndri\u00e7uar kurr\u00eb rrug\u00ebn p\u00ebr takim.<\/p>\n
Por ti nuk ishe thjesht nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb zgjodhi t\u00eb largohej. Ti ishe nj\u00eb grua e z\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb kurthin e nj\u00eb kohe q\u00eb e ndau shpirtin njer\u00ebzor n\u00eb copa t\u00eb vogla. Ishte nj\u00eb koh\u00eb ku lidhjet e shenjta t\u00eb gjakut nuk mund t\u00eb triumfonin mbi forcat q\u00eb shkat\u00ebrruan dashurin\u00eb, duke e z\u00ebvend\u00ebsuar me nj\u00eb frik\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebt dhe nj\u00eb boshll\u00ebk q\u00eb kalonte nga brezi n\u00eb brez.<\/p>\n
Sot, nd\u00ebrsa shkruaj k\u00ebt\u00eb let\u00ebr, nuk ndiej m\u00eb nevoj\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb gjykuar. N\u00eb vend t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj, ndiej nj\u00eb boshll\u00ebk q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb armik, por nj\u00eb kujtim q\u00eb m\u00eb ka m\u00ebsuar shum\u00eb. Nga largimi yt, m\u00ebsova se si \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtosh pa frik\u00eb, t\u00eb duash pa kushte dhe t\u00eb jetosh me shpres\u00ebn q\u00eb mund t\u00eb sh\u00ebrohen plag\u00ebt e s\u00eb shkuar\u00ebs.<\/p>\n
Un\u00eb jam pjes\u00eb e nj\u00eb brezi q\u00eb nuk e pranon trash\u00ebgimin\u00eb e dhimbjes si di\u00e7ka t\u00eb pashmangshme. Ne jemi f\u00ebmij\u00ebt q\u00eb m\u00ebsuam t\u00eb jetojm\u00eb pa p\u00ebrqafimin e prind\u00ebrve, por q\u00eb gjithsesi zgjodh\u00ebm t\u00eb mos i mbartim plag\u00ebt tona tek t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt.<\/p>\n
Dhe k\u00ebshtu, n\u00ebn\u00eb, un\u00eb nuk jam k\u00ebtu p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebrkuar asgj\u00eb. Nuk k\u00ebrkoj falje, as shpjegime, as koh\u00ebn q\u00eb nuk e pat\u00ebm kurr\u00eb. Jam k\u00ebtu p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb treguar se, p\u00ebrkund\u00ebr gjith\u00e7kaje, ia dola. Jo p\u00ebr hakmarrje, por p\u00ebr dashuri ndaj vetes. Un\u00eb e ktheva boshll\u00ebkun n\u00eb forc\u00eb dhe dhimbjen n\u00eb ur\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb lidhur at\u00eb q\u00eb u shkat\u00ebrrua.<\/p>\n
N\u00ebse nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do t\u00eb lexosh k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb, dua q\u00eb t\u00eb dish vet\u00ebm kaq: Un\u00eb jam k\u00ebtu, jo si nj\u00eb akuz\u00eb, por si nj\u00eb d\u00ebshmi se plag\u00ebt e t\u00eb shkuar\u00ebs mund t\u00eb sh\u00ebrohen.<\/p>\n
P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, un\u00eb nuk t\u00eb urrej. Un\u00eb t\u00eb falenderoj. Sepse pa largimin t\u00ebnd, ndoshta nuk do t\u00eb kisha m\u00ebsuar kurr\u00eb se si \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb jesh i lir\u00eb nga zinxhir\u00ebt e dhimbjes q\u00eb m\u00eb dhe. Pa ty, un\u00eb m\u00ebsova t\u00eb dua veten dhe t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt pa frik\u00eb dhe pa kusht\u00ebzime.<\/p>\n
Me paqe dhe shpres\u00eb,
\nF\u00ebmija yt q\u00eb i mbijetoi largimit t\u00ebnd.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
N\u00ebn\u00eb, N\u00eb nj\u00eb bot\u00eb ku dashuria duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb ngush\u00ebllim dhe forca q\u00eb lidh qeniet njer\u00ebzore, ne mbet\u00ebm t\u00eb ndar\u00eb nga nj\u00eb mur i paduksh\u00ebm, i nd\u00ebrtuar nga fjal\u00eb q\u00eb nuk u than\u00eb kurr\u00eb dhe nga nj\u00eb heshtje q\u00eb na ndau m\u00eb shum\u00eb se larg\u00ebsia. Un\u00eb, nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb pa kujtimin e duarve t\u00eb tua, dhe […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":86303,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-86302","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-te-tjera"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/86302","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=86302"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/86302\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":86304,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/86302\/revisions\/86304"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/86303"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=86302"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=86302"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=86302"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}