Sot \u00ebsht\u00eb dita e m\u00ebsuesit dhe un\u00eb, duke qen\u00eb njeri prej tyre, dua t\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndes t\u00eb gjith\u00eb koleg\u00ebt e mi, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb nx\u00ebn\u00ebsit q\u00eb kam pasur n\u00eb Rehov\u00eb, n\u00eb \u00c7orrogjaf e n\u00eb Zhabokik\u00eb, e m\u00eb von\u00eb, ata q\u00eb kam pasur n\u00eb Berat. Marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet e nd\u00ebrsjellta me ta besoj se kan\u00eb qen\u00eb fantastike.<\/p>\n
Por n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb dit\u00eb un\u00eb s’mund t\u00eb vendos rrub\u00eb t\u00eb zez\u00eb te syt\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos e par\u00eb realitetin ashtu si\u00e7 \u00ebsht\u00eb . Arsimi dhe sh\u00ebndet\u00ebsia jan\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00ebt e tyre m\u00eb t\u00eb zeza dhe un\u00eb nuk di t\u00eb them sakt\u00ebsisht n\u00ebse dita e m\u00ebsuesit \u00ebsht\u00eb dit\u00eb feste, apo dit\u00eb zie. Figura e m\u00ebsuesit \u00ebsht\u00eb shkalafitur e \u00e7ap\u00ebrlyer. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb, si nj\u00eb tuf\u00eb orlash t\u00eb zinj, i jan\u00eb turrur atij: shteti, familja, opinioni, vet\u00eb nx\u00ebn\u00ebsit. Shum\u00eb prej tyre iu \u00ebsht\u00eb r\u00ebndur kaq shum\u00eb kjo pun\u00eb, sa mezi presin t\u00eb dalin n\u00eb pension.<\/p>\n
I gjith\u00eb faji \u00ebsht\u00eb i shtetit. E ka diskretituar rolin e m\u00ebsuesit, e ka n\u00ebp\u00ebrk\u00ebmbur e posht\u00ebruar at\u00eb. E \u00e7’mund t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebsues q\u00eb nuk ka asgj\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb. Absolutisht asgj\u00eb. E gjith\u00eb jeta \u00ebsht\u00eb nd\u00ebrtuar mbi dy parime: d\u00ebnimi dhe shp\u00ebrblimi. Nx\u00ebn\u00ebsi q\u00eb nuk m\u00ebson, vetiu duhet t\u00eb ngelet n\u00eb klas\u00eb. S’ka pse t\u00eb k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb t\u00eb ngjiten t\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00eb maj\u00eb, t\u00eb vazhdojn\u00eb gar\u00ebn, kur s’kan\u00eb as aft\u00ebsin\u00eb, as takatin. Po a e b\u00ebn dot m\u00ebsuesi k\u00ebt\u00eb? E pamundur. Parimi i vler\u00ebsimit n\u00eb shkollat tona, ku t\u00eb gjith\u00eb marrin n\u00ebnta e dhjeta, nuk ka lejuar t\u00eb lindin elitat e v\u00ebrteta, ato intekektuale. Jo. Kudo shk\u00eblqen e praron dielli i vak\u00ebt i mediokritetit. <\/p>\n
N\u00eb shkollat tona llamburit dhe t\u00eb verbon fallsiteti. Gjith\u00e7ka \u00ebsht\u00eb fasad\u00eb, ylber\u00eb t\u00eb rrem\u00eb, bojara e ngjyra arixhinjsh. Pa pik\u00ebn e klasit. Programet, tekstet, teknologjia jan\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb prapambetura, por askush nuk e \u00e7an kok\u00ebn p\u00ebr to, gjithkush b\u00ebn me gjasme. Vet\u00eb nx\u00ebn\u00ebsve, q\u00eb jasht\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs punojn\u00eb me kompjutera e telefona t\u00eb markave t\u00eb fundit, s’ka si t\u00eb mos i neveritet nj\u00eb or\u00eb m\u00ebsimi ku m\u00ebsuesi punon vet\u00ebm me shkum\u00ebs n\u00eb d\u00ebrras\u00ebn e zez\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Shteti, shoq\u00ebria dhe gjith\u00eb mjedisi shoq\u00ebror, \u00ebsht\u00eb i ndotur dhe i infektuar nga kultura e kot\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe e vanitetit. Gjithkush k\u00ebrkon t\u00eb drejta, pa e ditur fare ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb se p\u00ebr t’i pasur ato duhet t\u00eb plot\u00ebsosh disa deyrime. Shoq\u00ebria iu afron si model nx\u00ebn\u00ebsve gangster\u00ebt, shkel\u00ebsit e ligjit, ata q\u00eb fitojn\u00eb miliona euro p\u00ebr disa muaj n\u00eb Zvic\u00ebr. N\u00eb k\u00ebto situata absurde t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ngen\u00eb gishtin dhe k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb fajtorin, m\u00ebsuesin. E kan\u00eb vendosur at\u00eb n\u00eb qoshen e klas\u00ebs, dhe, si n\u00eb nj\u00eb ring boksi, e godasin t\u00eb gjith\u00eb, pa p\u00ebrjashtim: shteti, shoq\u00ebria, vet\u00eb nx\u00ebn\u00ebsit e tij. Dhe ai i shkreti as doreza nuk ka p\u00ebr t’u mbrojtur. Ndihet i braktisur dhe i panevojsh\u00ebm. Dhe t\u00eb ndihesh i panevojsh\u00ebm n\u00eb shoq\u00ebru, dihet, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb nga gj\u00ebrat q\u00eb synojn\u00eb diktaturat m\u00eb t\u00eb egra…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sot \u00ebsht\u00eb dita e m\u00ebsuesit dhe un\u00eb, duke qen\u00eb njeri prej tyre, dua t\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndes t\u00eb gjith\u00eb koleg\u00ebt e mi, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb nx\u00ebn\u00ebsit q\u00eb kam pasur n\u00eb Rehov\u00eb, n\u00eb \u00c7orrogjaf e n\u00eb Zhabokik\u00eb, e m\u00eb von\u00eb, ata q\u00eb kam pasur n\u00eb Berat. Marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet e nd\u00ebrsjellta me ta besoj se kan\u00eb qen\u00eb fantastike. Por n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":72001,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-72000","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-te-tjera"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/72000","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=72000"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/72000\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":72002,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/72000\/revisions\/72002"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/72001"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=72000"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=72000"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=72000"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}