{"id":64386,"date":"2023-11-10T11:20:50","date_gmt":"2023-11-10T11:20:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/?p=64386"},"modified":"2023-11-10T11:20:50","modified_gmt":"2023-11-10T11:20:50","slug":"faruk-myrtaj-zogj-dhe-telefona-nate","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/2023\/11\/10\/faruk-myrtaj-zogj-dhe-telefona-nate\/","title":{"rendered":"Faruk Myrtaj\/ ZOGJ DHE TELEFONA NATE"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>-tregim-<\/p>\n<p>Plaku im iku p\u00ebr andej, por jo q\u00eb sht\u00ebpia t\u00eb m\u00eb mbetej vet\u00ebm mua&#8230;<br \/>\nM\u00eb pas ik\u00ebn djemt\u00eb, m\u00eb d\u00ebrgojn\u00eb para, lek\u00eb t\u00eb huaja, s\u2019kam qen\u00eb kurr\u00eb m\u00eb e pasur, por s\u2019di t\u2019i prish. M\u00eb thon\u00eb t\u00eb vete te ai pazari ku paraja k\u00ebmbehet me para, B\u00ebjn\u00eb shaka me mua, se paraja k\u00ebmbehet me mall, jo me para!<br \/>\nSht\u00ebpia boshe, muget shpejt, si shpell\u00eb. Kumbon, edhe kur flas me veten. Nuk pres vdekjen, por nj\u00ebr\u00ebn nga dritaret e vogla e kam l\u00ebn\u00eb hapur paksa. Kur t\u00eb doj\u00eb, k\u00ebtu m\u00eb ka. Le t\u00eb vij, por\u2026t\u00eb m\u00eb vijn\u00eb djemt\u00eb, nj\u00eb her\u00eb.<br \/>\nPlaku im po, edhe atje ku \u00ebsht\u00eb, i di k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra. M\u00eb b\u00ebhet se vjen n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, ia ndjej hapat, edhe koll\u00ebn e koh\u00ebve t\u00eb fundit, edhe romuzin: \u201cRri moj e shkret\u00eb, rri! B\u00ebj rehat. Ta b\u00ebri k\u00ebsmet!\u201d Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb u duk i zem\u00ebruar me mua: \u201cPo ti eja, moj qyqe! Nuk u m\u00ebrzite vet\u00ebm?!\u201d E d\u00ebgjova, por nuk i dhash\u00eb xhevap, se e m\u00ebrzitja&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Dita edhe shtyhet, dal\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebhall\u00eb, k\u00ebmbej ndonj\u00eb fjal\u00eb me ata q\u00eb m\u00eb njohin. Jan\u00eb rralluar k\u00ebta. T\u00eb shumt\u00ebt e fytyrav nuk I njoh, kush e di nga kan\u00eb ardhur. T\u00eb jen\u00eb k\u00ebmbyer me djemt\u00eb, thua?!<\/p>\n<p>Vjen darka, njer\u00ebzia mbyllen n\u00ebp\u00ebr kalidhet e tyre e un\u00eb? Un\u00eb ku t\u00eb vete? Kush hyn\u00eb te un\u00eb? Me k\u00eb  mbyllem? P\u00ebr k\u00eb t\u00eb gatuaj un\u00eb, se nuk hahet vet\u00ebm. As gjumi nuk vjen, kur t\u00eb sheh q\u00eb je vet\u00ebm&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb mu b\u00eb se mu mbush\u00eb tavani me zogj. Ca zogj t\u00eb bukur, me pendla t\u00eb kaltra, me cic\u00ebrima t\u00eb g\u00ebzuara, venin e vinin n\u00ebp\u00ebr dhom\u00eb, sikur luanin me mua. \u201cPo kjo k\u00ebshtu?!, thash\u00eb, Mos erdhi e bekuara? K\u00ebshtu t\u00eb qenkej vdekja, si tuf\u00eb zogjsh?! U ngrita, hapa dritaren, por zogjt\u00eb s\u2019donin t\u2019ia dinin, as m\u00eb trembeshin. M\u00eb uleshin n\u00eb supet, n\u00eb kok\u00eb, mbi televizor, e mbush\u00ebn krevatin e vog\u00ebl t\u00eb nipit! Nuk dija \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebja.<br \/>\nB\u00ebra p\u00ebr nga dera, e hapa, trokita tek Fatimja, p\u00ebrball\u00eb.<br \/>\nNj\u00eb jet\u00eb e t\u00ebr\u00eb gjitone, si e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb.<br \/>\nI thash\u00eb p\u00ebr zogjt\u00eb, por kur u ktheva me t\u00eb, dola g\u00ebnjeshtare: as zogj, as pend\u00eb kishte&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>Fatimja nuk e zgjat fjal\u00ebn time. Vuri xhezven\u00eb, p\u00ebr dy filxhan\u00eb, gjerb\u00ebm t\u00eb dyja, t\u00ebr\u00eb dritat e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb i ndezi, zum\u00eb n\u00eb goj\u00eb njer\u00ebzit, f\u00ebmij\u00ebt ku i kishin n\u00ebp\u00ebr bot\u00eb. \u00c7\u2019muhabet t\u00eb b\u00ebhej n\u00eb mes t\u00eb nat\u00ebs?!<br \/>\nT\u00eb lash\u00eb pa gjum\u00eb, i thash\u00eb. Shko e bjer\u00eb, do vesh n\u00eb pun\u00eb ti. Un\u00eb jam pushim nes\u00ebr e pasnes\u00ebr e pasjesi! <\/p>\n<p>B\u00ebri t\u00eb ikte Fatimja, kur \u201cx\u00ebrr\u201d zilja e telefonit. Ora dy a tre e nat\u00ebs.<br \/>\nI kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb Fatimes q\u00eb m\u00eb marrin nat\u00ebn n\u00eb telefon, por zinte e qeshte. Jo se s\u2019m\u00eb besonte. T\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb vesh\u00ebt, si\u00e7 t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb syt\u00eb me zogjt\u00eb, Viko!<br \/>\nE hapi vet Fatimja telefonin. D\u00ebgjonte andej, me syt\u00eb tek un\u00eb. <\/p>\n<p>\u201cKush je ti mor bir?\u201d e pyeti at\u00eb andej, matan\u00eb telit.<br \/>\nEdhe un\u00eb k\u00ebshtu b\u00ebja, kur m\u00eb marrin n\u00eb telofon. Pres t\u00eb thon\u00eb emrin, t\u00eb marr\u00eb vesh me k\u00eb flas. Po fliste Fatimja p\u00ebr mua. \u201cJe me fat, m\u00eb tha kur mbaroi, t\u00eb jan\u00eb shtuar djemt\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr bot\u00eb!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Hapi der\u00ebn, e t\u00ebrhoqi pas vetes, por telefoni ia dha p\u00ebrs\u00ebri. E ndjeva q\u00eb Fatimja mbeti te pragu.<br \/>\nE ngrita vet telefonin, dikush prej matan\u00eb, flet nga Gjermania.<br \/>\n\u201cPo si je mor bir?<br \/>\n\u201cMir\u00eb moj n\u00ebne mir\u00eb, po gjumi nuk na z\u00eb\u2026!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cAs ne k\u00ebndej, o bir! \u00c7\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb kjo, as ju e as ne! Nuk z\u00ebnka gjumi kur jemi larg?!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cA kan\u00eb ardhur \u00e7unat? A t\u00eb kan\u00eb folur, a\u2026?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cEdhe kan\u00eb ardhur, me telofon \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb tjet\u00ebr? Ne jemi rehat, pun\u00eb s\u2019kemi p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb. Ndaj s\u2019na z\u00eb as gjumi. E l\u00eb drit\u00ebn ndezur, un\u00eb!<br \/>\nCa koh\u00eb i lija hapur edhe dyert, por Fatmija m\u00eb foli. \u201cNat\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb. Ti, mbylle der\u00ebn dhe nj\u00eb \u00e7el\u00ebs ma ler\u00eb mua, vij un\u00eb e t\u00eb shoh q\u00eb je gjall\u00eb!\u201d Kur s\u2019ndjehem mir\u00eb i b\u00ebj z\u00eb asaj. Vjen e p\u00ebshtetet n\u00eb divanin p\u00ebrball\u00eb. Ia shp\u00ebrblefshin djemt\u00eb e mi dhe t\u00eb sajt\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Djemt\u00eb andej, duket se jan\u00eb marr\u00eb vesh me njeri-tjetrin. Ai q\u00eb ka radh\u00ebn u telefonon t\u00eb gjith\u00eb pleqve t\u00eb shok\u00ebve t\u00eb tij. Dje-mbr\u00ebma ishte djali i Hasimes\u00eb. Fliste nga Panaspaja\u2026<br \/>\nPanamaja apo Panajaja, the?!<br \/>\nNj\u00eblloj \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebr mua, moj bij\u00eb!<br \/>\nNja dy dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, djali i Merushes, nga Austria..<br \/>\nApo nga Australia?! Jan\u00eb larg k\u00ebto vende!<br \/>\nNga ana tjet\u00ebr e diellit. Atje qenkej dit\u00eb, kur k\u00ebtu \u00ebsht\u00eb nat\u00eb! Un\u00eb thosha se b\u00ebjn\u00eb shaka me ne pleqt\u00eb&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMir\u00eb or bir! Edhe Hatixhen mir\u00eb e ke. E takova te dyqanet. Jemi rehat ne. L\u00ebrna Zot t\u00eb rrojm\u00eb, po tu kemi mir\u00eb juve aty ke jeni&#8230;\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cMos t\u00eb ngrita nga gjumi, n\u00ebn\u00eb?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cSos m\u00eb ngrite nga varri, or bir&#8230;\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cS\u2019tregoni ju, edhe po t\u00eb keni gj\u00eb\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cKur t\u00eb vdesim, do t\u2019u tregojm\u00eb&#8230;\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cS\u2019keni t\u00eb drejt\u00eb t\u00eb ikni pa u ndar\u00eb me ne, n\u00ebn\u00eb Viko!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cPo t\u00eb mundni hajdeni, mos e ngjacni shum\u00eb se&#8230;ku i dihet mosh\u00ebs!\u201d<br \/>\nK\u00ebrrtak, nj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb brenda aparatit, dhe nuk d\u00ebgjohet m\u00eb djali i Hatixhes\u00eb.<br \/>\n\u201cLinja, e flamosura, e lash\u00eb ne merak djalin e n\u00ebn\u00ebs&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Fatimeja, syt\u00eb me lot\u00eb. U ul\u00eb n\u00eb divan, pran\u00eb meje. M\u00eb hodhi krah\u00ebt n\u00eb qaf\u00eb dhe nisi t\u00eb qeshte.<br \/>\n\u201cE g\u00ebnjeve t\u00eb birin e Hatixhes\u00eb, Viko!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cPse e g\u00ebnjeva moj bij\u00eb?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cKur e ke par\u00eb s\u00eb fundi Hatixhen\u00eb, ti?!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cB\u00ebhen a s\u2019b\u00ebhen tri jav\u00eb, n\u00eb s\u2019gaboj, por si t\u2019ia nxirrja merakun birit un\u00eb?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cHatixheja e shkret\u00eb ka dy muaj vdekur, Viko&#8230;\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cMu thaft\u00eb goja&#8230;Paskam mbaruar. Dola edhe g\u00ebnjeshtare, pa le! Do lidhem me djemt\u00eb e mi, t\u2019ia thon\u00eb ata.<\/p>\n<p>2004<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>-tregim- Plaku im iku p\u00ebr andej, por jo q\u00eb sht\u00ebpia t\u00eb m\u00eb mbetej vet\u00ebm mua&#8230; M\u00eb pas ik\u00ebn djemt\u00eb, m\u00eb d\u00ebrgojn\u00eb para, lek\u00eb t\u00eb huaja, s\u2019kam qen\u00eb kurr\u00eb m\u00eb e pasur, por s\u2019di t\u2019i prish. M\u00eb thon\u00eb t\u00eb vete te ai pazari ku paraja k\u00ebmbehet me para, B\u00ebjn\u00eb shaka me mua, se paraja k\u00ebmbehet me [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":64387,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-64386","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-te-tjera"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64386","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=64386"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64386\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":64388,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64386\/revisions\/64388"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/64387"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=64386"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=64386"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=64386"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}