Qysh f\u00ebmij\u00eb na ndante nj\u00eb hendek. Moshatar\u00ebt nuk m\u00eb thirr\u00ebn kurr\u00eb n\u00eb loj\u00eb.
\nQ\u00eb 14 b\u00ebja plane p\u00ebr tu arratisur mes telave me gj\u00ebmba dhe qenve t\u00eb kufirit. Herezi t\u00eb tilla mendja e tyre nuk i kapte.
\nUn i respektoja m\u00ebsuesit. Ata m\u00eb quanin budalla.
\nUn i nderoja t\u00eb moshuarit, klerik\u00ebt, artist\u00ebt, njerzit e shquar. Ata habiteshin dhe krruanin hund\u00ebt.
\nUn u thosha se duhet ngritur ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb koka p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb yjet. Ata shihnin nj\u00ebritjetrin dhe ja plasnin t\u00eb qeshurit
\nUn kurr\u00eb nuk b\u00ebra ndonj\u00eb k\u00ebrkes\u00eb apo lutje p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb favor, apo shtes\u00eb rroge, apo di\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrkiste. Ata gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebn qurraviteshin dhe zhg\u00ebrryheshin pas dyerve t\u00eb shefave.
\nUn u flisja p\u00ebr Peter Weir, Woody Allen, Giuseppe Tornatore, Vittorio Gassman, p\u00ebr filmin e momentit, p\u00ebr Librin e fundit. Ata d\u00ebrrd\u00ebllisnin p\u00ebr ca rr\u00ebmbythje q\u00eb b\u00ebnin k\u00ebllira kinematografike me spiunll\u00ebqe, sabotime, atentate, komitete, plenume, dallavere, intriga, thashetheme.
\nUn e dija se ekzistonte, por s’e kisha iden\u00eb ku ndodhej Sigurimi i tyre i dashur. Ata e dinin ku ndodhej dhe e p\u00ebrdornin p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb spiunuar mua dhe nj\u00ebritjetrin.
\nQef t\u00eb madh kishin t\u00eb ngriheshin t\u00eb flisnin n\u00eb Mbledhjen e Kolektivit. Un pas \u00e7do mbledhje villja zorr\u00ebt.
\nUn syt\u00eb nga deti. P\u00ebr mua gjith koh\u00ebs “Len nga per\u00ebndon”. Ata sot e k\u00ebsaj dite b\u00ebjn\u00eb duvan\u00eb e turkut dhe fusin garuzhden n\u00eb kazanin e kaurrit.
\nAta ishin t\u00eb bindur se diktatura do vazhdonte . Un s’kisha asnj\u00eb dyshim se s’do vdisja para se diktatura t\u00eb ngordhte.
\nSot kur telat me gj\u00ebmba dhe qent\u00eb e kufirit jan\u00eb harruar, dhe kur s’ka asnj\u00eb arsye p\u00ebr t\u00eb ikur, por nj\u00eb mij\u00eb ar\u00ebsye p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndejtur dhe nj\u00eb mij\u00eb pun\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb, pa pik turpi ikin ulur n\u00eb nd\u00ebnj\u00ebset e buta t\u00eb aeroplanave.
\nUn vdes t\u00eb iki n\u00ebp\u00ebr katunde sa m\u00eb t\u00eb thella, t\u00eb takoj njer\u00ebz sa m\u00eb t\u00eb panjohur. Ata v\u00ebslulen si t\u00eb \u00e7mendur Milano, Lond\u00ebr.
\nP\u00ebr mua makina \u00ebsht nj\u00eb cop hekur plot me rraqe elektronike t\u00eb panevojshme q\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7on n\u00ebp\u00ebr vende mahnit\u00ebse. P\u00ebr ata makina \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb mjet plot me navigator\u00eb dhe t\u00eb tjera monstruozitete q\u00eb i \u00e7on sh\u00ebndosh e mir\u00eb n\u00eb restorant.
\nP\u00ebr t\u00eb kursyer koh\u00ebn, p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb sa m\u00eb tep\u00ebr katunde dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb sa m\u00eb tep\u00ebr muhabete me banor\u00eb lokal\u00eb an\u00ebs udh\u00ebs, un ha n\u00eb makin\u00eb. Ata kurr\u00eb.
\nAta b\u00ebnin dhe b\u00ebjn\u00eb karrier\u00eb. Mua karriera ma kall dat\u00ebn.
\nUn adhuroj rregullin, rendin, disiplin\u00ebn. Ata vet\u00ebm, kaosin, gjurulldin\u00eb, mjegull\u00ebn.
\nAta zhgarravisin dhe paguhen. Un q\u00eb shkruaj duke b\u00ebr\u00eb kujdes p\u00ebr \u00e7do g\u00ebrm\u00eb dhe p\u00ebr \u00e7do tingull, s’marr asnj\u00eb kacidhe.
\nKur diktaturat i shembi Regani dhe Gorba\u00e7ovi, ata ulurit\u00ebn duke u mburrur se Diktatur\u00ebn e shemb\u00ebn \u00e7unat e oficerave dhe spiunat e Sigurimit.
\nUn q\u00eb e kisha kaluar gjith jet\u00ebn duke mos menduar asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrpos pastrimin e hales\u00eb nga komunistat, nuk iu afrova aspak, i lash\u00eb t\u00eb punonin. Por doli q\u00eb ata skan b\u00ebr\u00eb asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se kan\u00eb vjedhur.
\nUn i ndihmova, i votova, i mbrojta. Hajdutat kurr\u00eb s’u kujtuan p\u00ebr mua. Mir\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb.
\nAta shajn\u00eb ambasador\u00ebt. P\u00ebr mua kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb \u00e7menduri e pap\u00ebrfytyrueshme.
\nUn\u00eb besoj shkenc\u00ebn. Ata llumin e kafes\u00eb, konspirator\u00ebt.
\nUn femr\u00ebn e dua si e ka b\u00ebr Per\u00ebndia. Ata femr\u00ebn e lakmojn\u00eb si e b\u00ebn kirurgjia.
\nSipas meje duhet punuar sa m\u00eb tep\u00ebr dhe sa m\u00eb mir\u00eb. Sipas tyre duhet punuar sa m\u00eb pak dhe sa m\u00eb keq.
\nUn e di se Njeriu zbutet dhe zbukurohet p\u00ebrmes leximeve. Ata kujtojn\u00eb se k\u00ebt\u00eb rol e luan kafeneja.
\nUn e di se bota \u00ebsht\u00eb sferike dhe ndodhet mes polit t\u00eb veriut dhe polit r\u00eb jugut. Ata e din\u00eb se bota \u00ebsht\u00eb e rrafsh\u00ebt si truri i tyre dhe shtrihet nga Zogu Zi te Kthesa e Kamz\u00ebs.
\nUn sapo arrij n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb m\u00eb mbushen syt\u00eb me lot. Ata Kosov\u00ebn e kan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb poligon p\u00ebr interesa.
\nK\u00ebto dhe t\u00eb tjera m\u00eb shtyn\u00eb ti shoh m\u00eb nga af\u00ebr rr\u00ebnj\u00ebt e mia.
\nNj\u00eb turk q\u00eb mban mbiemrin tim dhe m\u00eb konsideron kushuri, thot\u00eb se st\u00ebrgjysh\u00ebt tan\u00eb ishin t\u00eb par\u00ebt turq q\u00eb Sulltani i nisi n\u00eb vendin e Shkabave.
\nKur u thellova t\u00eb di m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, m\u00ebsova se t\u00eb par\u00ebt e t\u00eb par\u00ebve t\u00eb mi adhuronin Yllin e Davidit. Pra un\u00eb jam Hebr\u00e8.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Qysh f\u00ebmij\u00eb na ndante nj\u00eb hendek. Moshatar\u00ebt nuk m\u00eb thirr\u00ebn kurr\u00eb n\u00eb loj\u00eb. Q\u00eb 14 b\u00ebja plane p\u00ebr tu arratisur mes telave me gj\u00ebmba dhe qenve t\u00eb kufirit. Herezi t\u00eb tilla mendja e tyre nuk i kapte. Un i respektoja m\u00ebsuesit. Ata m\u00eb quanin budalla. Un i nderoja t\u00eb moshuarit, klerik\u00ebt, artist\u00ebt, njerzit e shquar. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":63405,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-63404","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-te-tjera"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63404","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=63404"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63404\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":63407,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63404\/revisions\/63407"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/63405"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=63404"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=63404"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=63404"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}