I dashur baba !
\nU zgjova her\u00ebt sot, n\u00eb fakt n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr m’u shfaqe ti dhe gjumi m’u trazua. Nj\u00eb nga nj\u00eb kujtimet filluan t\u00eb m\u00eb mbulonin duke ma b\u00ebr\u00eb zemr\u00ebn t\u00eb dridhej.
\nSe m\u00eb ka marr\u00eb malli p\u00ebr ty baba, ndaj nga albumi nxora ngadal\u00eb t\u00eb vetmen pasuri t\u00eb \u00e7muar q\u00eb kam, fotografit\u00eb.
\nJa, tani kam n\u00eb dor\u00eb nj\u00eb foto jam un\u00eb n\u00eb krye t\u00eb shkall\u00ebve, jam 5 vje\u00e7, kam veshur xhaket\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, k\u00ebpuc\u00ebt e tua t\u00eb m\u00ebdha. E b\u00ebja sa her\u00eb q\u00eb doja t\u00eb t\u00eb ngjaja, t\u00eb isha i madh dhe i fort\u00eb si ty edhe pse komshinjt\u00eb, kur m\u00eb shihnin qeshnin.. M\u00eb kujtohet si sot, kur ishte dita ime e par\u00eb e shkoll\u00ebs, ti m’i krehe flok\u00ebt ka\u00e7urrela dhe nga sht\u00ebpia deri tek porta e shkoll\u00ebs ma mbaje dor\u00ebn shtr\u00ebnguar dhe ecje krenar. Me ty isha i sigurt\u00eb. E di, sa her\u00eb vonoheshe s\u2019m\u00eb kapte gjumi dhe kolla jote e that\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte t\u00eb hidhesha p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb dhe t\u00eb therrisja-erdhi. Erdhi ! <\/p>\n
I dashur baba,
\nHer\u00ebn e fundit q\u00eb fol\u00ebm bashk\u00eb t\u00eb pash\u00eb t\u00eb plakur dhe syt\u00eb i kishe m\u00eb t\u00eb dallgezuar, megjith\u00ebse ai deti blu i thell\u00eb prap\u00eb ishte aty, por pash\u00eb se po humbiste ngadal\u00eb at\u00eb shk\u00eblqimin e bukur q\u00eb aq shum\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqente.
\nU plake vit pas viti para syve t\u00eb mi dhe un\u00eb se kisha v\u00ebn\u00eb re. U shqet\u00ebsova v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, si ti, kur s\u00ebmuresha dhe e gdhije tek koka e krevatit tim, si ti, kur net\u00ebve t\u00eb gjata t\u00eb fundvitit rrije radh\u00ebve t\u00eb dyqaneve q\u00eb un\u00eb ti g\u00ebzohesha Vitit t\u00eb Ri. Dimrave t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb, kur ktheheshe nga puna von\u00eb dhe ne d\u00ebgjonim goditjet e s\u00ebpat\u00ebs n\u00eb oborr, un\u00eb lija hapur der\u00ebn dhe pas dritares shikoja heroin tim,……ti, m\u00eb pas hyje brenda duke buz\u00ebqeshur dhe \u00e7do gj\u00eb ndryshonte. Dhoma mbushej dhe plot\u00ebsohej. Un\u00eb t\u00eb ulesha n\u00eb preh\u00ebr dhe dora\u00a0 jote si me magji m\u00eb b\u00ebnte q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb kaplonte gjumi m\u00eb i bukur n\u00eb bot\u00eb. Ti gjithmon\u00eb ishe i fundit q\u00eb uleshe p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb.
\nIshim t\u00eb varf\u00ebr baba dhe pse s\u2019t\u00eb pash\u00eb kurr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb kishe nj\u00eb dit\u00eb pushim, sepse asnj\u00ebher\u00eb s\u2019t\u00eb paguan sa punoje. T\u00eb kujtohet sa her\u00eb m\u00eb merrje me vete, me ulje para vetes, kur ishe me shok\u00eb. Kujdeseshe q\u00eb kepucet e mija,cveshja ime t\u00eb ishte gjithmon\u00eb e bukur. M\u00eb tregoje vende dhe histori, k\u00ebng\u00eb q\u00eb dasmave ju kendoheshin t\u00eb par\u00ebve t\u00eb tu.T\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja, kur k\u00ebndoj mes burrash dhe ndihesha krenar. Z\u00ebri yt ishte m\u00eb i bukuri n\u00eb bot\u00eb, kam mall p\u00ebr at\u00eb z\u00eb.
\nM\u00eb kujtohet, kur me ato prap\u00ebsit\u00eb e mija m\u00eb zgjasje dor\u00ebn tende t\u00eb madhe plot kallo duke m\u00eb kujtuar se ishim shok\u00eb dhe m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoje q\u00eb mos ta p\u00ebrs\u00ebrisja m\u00eb, un\u00eb te premtoja dhe kurr\u00eb s’e mbajta fjal\u00ebn dhe pse mundohesha.I kujtoj si tani fjal\u00ebt e tua; burrat edhe gabojn\u00eb, burrat falin !
\nKurr\u00eb s’u m\u00ebrzite. Sa her\u00eb t\u00eb mbaj mend, kur ktheheshe i lagur nga k\u00ebmba te koka shirave t\u00eb viteve, d\u00ebgjoja si kolliteshe gjith\u00eb nat\u00ebn dhe m\u00ebngjesit, prap\u00eb niseshe n\u00eb pun\u00eb. Mundimi i babait s\u2019paska t\u00eb shpaguar dhe t\u00eb harruar. Duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebheshim vet\u00eb prind\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb kuptuar se vitet s\u2019kan\u00eb qen\u00eb t\u00eb baballar\u00ebve, por t\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebve. <\/p>\n
I dashur baba, dua t\u00eb t\u00eb kujtoj se mundi yt nuk ka shkuar kot.Ti u p\u00ebrpoqe q\u00eb t\u00eb mos isha nj\u00eb i d\u00ebshtuar n\u00eb jet\u00eb, t\u00eb mos isha nj\u00eb frikacak, nj\u00eb dembel dhe nj\u00eb analfabet.T\u00eb siguroj se shkolla jote ishte m\u00eb produktive se \u00e7do universitet dhe m\u00ebsim .Ti nuk je vet\u00ebm babai im, por m\u00ebsuesi im m\u00eb i mir\u00eb, ti je heroi i vet\u00ebm q\u00eb adhurova gjith\u00eb k\u00ebto vite, sot ndihem krenar p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb jam dhe kjo t\u00eb kushtohet ty, vet\u00ebm ty.
\nT\u00eb faleminderit q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebre ky q\u00eb jam!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I dashur baba ! U zgjova her\u00ebt sot, n\u00eb fakt n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr m’u shfaqe ti dhe gjumi m’u trazua. Nj\u00eb nga nj\u00eb kujtimet filluan t\u00eb m\u00eb mbulonin duke ma b\u00ebr\u00eb zemr\u00ebn t\u00eb dridhej. Se m\u00eb ka marr\u00eb malli p\u00ebr ty baba, ndaj nga albumi nxora ngadal\u00eb t\u00eb vetmen pasuri t\u00eb \u00e7muar q\u00eb kam, fotografit\u00eb. Ja, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":6087,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-6086","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-opinione"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6086","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6086"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6086\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6088,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6086\/revisions\/6088"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6087"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6086"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6086"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6086"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}