\u201c\u00cbsht\u00eb Mbret\u00ebresha juaj, m\u00eb shum\u00eb se un\u00eb Mbret i k\u00ebtij vendi…\u201d<\/p>\n
T\u00eb lutem, mos e k\u00ebrko aleanc\u00ebn e vendit tim…Jemi lindur me fat ballkanik. Pas secil\u00ebs luft\u00eb jemi vog\u00ebluar m\u00eb shum\u00eb…<\/p>\n
N\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb shtetasve n\u00ebn hyqmin e tij, i ishte drejtuar kancelarit n\u00eb Evrop\u00ebn Qendrore, me eleganc\u00ebn e fjal\u00ebs si t\u00eb nj\u00eb mbreti t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Me shpres\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebshiruar mir\u00ebkuptimi. Duke e vazhduar pastaj, edhe m\u00eb tej, bised\u00ebn me veten, si p\u00ebr t\u00eb verifikuar n\u00eb ish rr\u00ebfyer i sinqert\u00eb me prij\u00ebsin e gjermanik\u00ebve.
\nPo, \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, jemi gjendur shesh lufte. Fqinj\u00ebt e gadishullit dhe ata t\u00eb matan\u00eb detit, iknin prej trojeve t\u00eb tyre, kalonin kufirin apo Adriatikun, ndesheshin me njeri tjetrin k\u00ebtu, tek ne. Ky dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb kthyer n\u00eb truall varresh t\u00eb huaj, t\u00eb vdekur q\u00eb ngrihen si hije dhe ndjellin p\u00ebrplasje t\u00eb tjera. Fituesit e radh\u00ebs u g\u00ebzohen kurorave diku tjet\u00ebr, nd\u00ebrsa neve k\u00ebtu na mbetet t\u00eb vuajm\u00eb pasojat. Kjo histori \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebritur aq dendur, sa tashm\u00eb besojm\u00eb se s\u2019rrijm\u00eb dot pa qen\u00eb n\u00eb sy t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenjve, shtoi m\u00eb n\u00eb fund n\u00eb humor gri. <\/p>\n
Shum\u00eb detaje s\u2019mundi t\u2019i radhiste n\u00eb mesazhin p\u00ebr kancelarin, por e merrte me mend mir\u00ebkuptimin. Mesi i Evrop\u00ebs kishte pasur t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin fat, at\u00eb mes Lindjes dhe Per\u00ebndimit, por ata ishin komb i madh, ngriheshin shpejt. Na kishte ndodhur t\u00eb gjendeshim af\u00ebr tyre, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb kund\u00ebrtis\u00eb me t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt p\u00ebrqark. Pun\u00eb interesash ishte kjo dynja, si\u00e7 edhe \u00ebsht\u00eb! K\u00ebta t\u00eb Evrop\u00ebs Qendrore b\u00ebnin hart\u00eb tjet\u00ebr Ballkani, at\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn sipas nesh, trualli yn\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebsohej brenda nj\u00eb kufiri. Si t\u00eb mos na vinte mir\u00eb?! Pse t\u00eb mos e besonim? Hartat ndaj jan\u00eb, ndihmojn\u00eb, mashtrojn\u00eb, ngush\u00ebllojn\u00eb, orientojn\u00eb. Hajde merre vesh se cilin funksion kan\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtetin!<\/p>\n
Se, jemi vog\u00ebluar pa pushim. S\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb e th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb mbetemi p\u00ebrgjithnj\u00eb viktima, shtoi, duke u nd\u00ebrmendur se ish krejt vet\u00ebm n\u00eb sallonin aty. N\u00eb s\u2019arrijm\u00eb dot nd\u00ebr fituesit, pse t\u00eb mbetemi me humb\u00ebsit? S\u00eb paku t\u00eb thyejm\u00eb zakonin e mbrapsht\u00eb: t\u00eb humbur si komb, fitues si individ\u00eb t\u00eb tij.
\nAs q\u00eb e merrte me mend, vite m\u00eb pas do ikte edhe ai. Si gjith\u00eb em\u00ebr-m\u00ebdhenjt\u00eb e k\u00ebtij dheu… <\/p>\n
S\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb e leht\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhesh dhe t\u00eb mbetesh burr\u00eb shteti n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb vend.
\nDuhet t\u00eb jesh qenie me shum\u00eb koka, nga nj\u00eb kok\u00eb duhet pasur, p\u00ebr secilin prej fqinj\u00ebve. Por na \u00ebsht\u00eb dashur s\u00eb paku edhe nj\u00eb kok\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, nj\u00eb qaf\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, edhe m\u00eb e lart\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb k\u00ebmbyer shenja e mesazhe me t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenjt\u00eb e koh\u00ebve, larg…
\nMbase ka ca fatalitet n\u00eb k\u00ebto histori ballkonesh t\u00eb pasm\u00eb t\u00eb Evrop\u00ebs, por si s\u2019doli dikush, xhan\u00ebm, qoft\u00eb edhe nj\u00eb i vet\u00ebm, n\u00eb momentin e betimit, me dor\u00ebn n\u00eb flamur, t\u2019u k\u00ebrkonte t\u00eb d\u00ebrguarve t\u00eb bot\u00ebs ta lejonin t\u00eb betohej n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb…popullit t\u00eb tij?
\nKjo q\u00eb sapo the, i n\u00ebnqeshi vetes, ting\u00ebllon bukur, si thurje poet\u00ebsh, ngjan\u00eb! Por tjet\u00ebr \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebrja e shpirtrave, tjet\u00ebr b\u00ebrja e shtetit.<\/p>\n
Kur u shp\u00ebtoi, me zi, m\u00eb n\u00eb fund, detyrimeve ndaj fqinjit t\u00eb veriut, dhe thuajse i qe dor\u00ebzuar shpres\u00ebs se vendi po sh\u00ebmb\u00ebllente sido si me fqinjin tjet\u00ebr, t\u00eb Per\u00ebndimit, pik\u00ebrisht at\u00ebher\u00eb iu prish\u00eb gjumi. Ta marr\u00eb djalli k\u00ebt\u00eb pun\u00ebn e ekuilibrave. Mu n\u00eb \u00e7astin kur vendosen, mund t\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7ojn\u00eb te aneksimi apo te nj\u00ebjt\u00ebsimi, kish folur me veten, vite m\u00eb von\u00eb. At\u00eb dit\u00eb kur, edhe pse i vet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb mirat e rreziqet, u ndje thuajse i humbur, n\u00eb nj\u00eb vark\u00eb t\u00eb brisht\u00eb, leht\u00ebsisht t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbys\u00ebshme, n\u00eb uj\u00ebrat e nd\u00ebrmjetme detare… <\/p>\n
M\u00eb n\u00eb fund mbeti vet\u00ebm me nj\u00eb rrug\u00ebdalje, at\u00eb p\u00ebrmes tok\u00ebs s\u00eb fqinjit t\u00eb tret\u00eb. Iu desh t\u00eb kap\u00ebrcente kufirin e jugut, duke ndjer\u00eb m\u00eb dhimbsh\u00ebm se kurr\u00eb d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimin e atyre q\u00eb kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr kombin m\u00eb shum\u00eb prej jasht\u00eb tij, se sa do b\u00ebnin duke qen\u00eb brenda vendit, qoft\u00eb edhe n\u00ebn sundimin e tij.
\nEdhe ti…si t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, iu hak\u00ebrrye vetes n\u00eb ikje e sip\u00ebr. Si para-ardh\u00ebsit e pasardh\u00ebsit e tu, ia more frym\u00ebn k\u00ebtij vendi, duke e dashur m\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebr vete se p\u00ebr at\u00eb vet\u00eb…<\/p>\n
\u201cUn\u00eb jam k\u00ebtu…N\u00eb karrigen Num\u00ebr Nj\u00eb…Un\u00eb. Tani, m\u00eb thuaj, a je gati t\u00eb punojm\u00eb bashk\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb vend?\u201d
\n\u201cNuk mund ta nisim pak m\u00eb ndryshe?!\u201d
\n\u201cNdryshe s\u2019ka…\u201d<\/p>\n
Duke kujtuar \u00e7\u2019kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb dhe \u00e7\u2019duhej t\u00eb kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb, ndjeu t\u2019i dhimbsej profili i gruas q\u00eb kish n\u00eb krah\u00eb. \u00c7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebnte m\u00eb par\u00eb ajo e gjor\u00eb: t\u2019i jepte gji trash\u00ebgimtarit, a t\u00eb mbante gjall\u00eb Mbretin tek m\u00ebrgimtari i v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb udh\u00eb?!<\/p>\n
\u201cM\u00eb besoni…\u00cbsht\u00eb Mbret\u00ebresha juaj, m\u00eb shum\u00eb se un\u00eb Mbret i k\u00ebtij vendi…\u201d <\/p>\n
Ishte e kot\u00eb. Ata q\u00eb do mund ta kuptonin k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb foluri, kishin marr\u00eb me koh\u00eb rrug\u00ebt e ekzilit. P\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb tij. T\u00eb karriges nr.1. Ose s’b\u00ebnin m\u00eb hije n\u00eb faqe t\u00eb k\u00ebtij dheu. Viktima t\u00eb sedr\u00ebs ballkanike.<\/p>\n
(fragment nga \u201cAtdhe Tjet\u00ebr\u201d -Milosao, 2012, dhe \u201cOr\u00eb t\u00eb Franc Kafk\u00ebs\u201d UEGEN, 2019)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u201c\u00cbsht\u00eb Mbret\u00ebresha juaj, m\u00eb shum\u00eb se un\u00eb Mbret i k\u00ebtij vendi…\u201d T\u00eb lutem, mos e k\u00ebrko aleanc\u00ebn e vendit tim…Jemi lindur me fat ballkanik. Pas secil\u00ebs luft\u00eb jemi vog\u00ebluar m\u00eb shum\u00eb… N\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb shtetasve n\u00ebn hyqmin e tij, i ishte drejtuar kancelarit n\u00eb Evrop\u00ebn Qendrore, me eleganc\u00ebn e fjal\u00ebs si t\u00eb nj\u00eb mbreti t\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":58906,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-58905","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-te-tjera"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58905","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=58905"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58905\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":58907,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58905\/revisions\/58907"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/58906"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=58905"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=58905"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=58905"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}