{"id":49128,"date":"2023-06-01T16:24:39","date_gmt":"2023-06-01T16:24:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/?p=49128"},"modified":"2023-06-01T16:24:39","modified_gmt":"2023-06-01T16:24:39","slug":"feti-zeneli-balada-e-femijerise-nje-kujtim-per-gjyshen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/2023\/06\/01\/feti-zeneli-balada-e-femijerise-nje-kujtim-per-gjyshen\/","title":{"rendered":"Feti Zeneli\/ BALADA E F\u00cbMIJ\u00cbRIS\u00cb*  (Nj\u00eb kujtim p\u00ebr gjyshen)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Te lagjia mes krojesh<br \/>\nm\u00eb p\u00ebrkund kujtimi.<br \/>\nTek rrjedh f\u00ebmij\u00ebria<br \/>\nBuz\u00eb nj\u00eb burimi.<\/p>\n<p>Nga P\u00ebrroi i Madh,<br \/>\nky \u201cburim\u201d shkon lart.<br \/>\nNgjitet mbi nj\u00eb breg,<br \/>\nshtrihet shpat m\u00eb shpat.<\/p>\n<p>Hip e zbrit n\u00eb pem\u00eb,<br \/>\ntek Mani i Bardh\u00eb.<br \/>\nSi shuhej aq \u00ebmb\u00ebl<br \/>\netja me nj\u00eb dhall\u00eb?!<\/p>\n<p>Tek iu hidhja deg\u00ebve<br \/>\nngjaja dall\u00ebndyshe.<br \/>\nNga dega m\u00eb priste<br \/>\nPrehri i gjyshes.<\/p>\n<p>Gjyshja e mir\u00eb Sose,<br \/>\nq\u00eb s\u2019iu sos\u00ebn hallet!<br \/>\nM\u00eb mbante p\u00ebr dore<br \/>\nsi shami n\u00eb valle.<\/p>\n<p>Kush\u00ebrir\u00eb ballisti,<br \/>\nish ajo nga n\u00ebna.<br \/>\nDikur nga kjo lidhje,<br \/>\ndesh u ndodhi gj\u00ebma!<\/p>\n<p>Ishte koh\u00eb lufte,<br \/>\ndit\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira.<br \/>\nKu e keqja rrinte<br \/>\nNgjitur tek e mira.<\/p>\n<p>Kushdo q\u00eb nuk kishte,<br \/>\norientim prej fisi.<br \/>\nBefas p\u00ebrfundonte,<br \/>\nnj\u00eb bujashk\u00eb lisi. <\/p>\n<p>Autoriteti<br \/>\nS\u2019qe ve\u00e7 mosh\u00eb madhore.<br \/>\nPor nderim i lindur<br \/>\nsi p\u00ebr nj\u00eb shenjtore..<\/p>\n<p>Cili, vall\u00eb, guxonte<br \/>\nt\u00eb m\u00eb vriste shpirtin?<br \/>\n\u201cDo rr\u00ebmbej\u00eb mashan\u00eb!\u201d<br \/>\n-u thoshte p\u00ebr nipin.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKy do b\u00ebhet trim<br \/>\nsi Fetiu i shkuar.<br \/>\nMbase jo p\u00ebr pushk\u00eb,<br \/>\npor di\u00e7 n\u00eb t\u00eb shkruar\u201d!<\/p>\n<p>Ndaj n\u00eb kok\u00eb t\u00eb djepit<br \/>\nposht\u00eb jast\u00ebkut vure.<br \/>\nNj\u00eb laps e nj\u00eb let\u00ebr<br \/>\ndhe jo nj\u00eb kobure.<\/p>\n<p>Mallin p\u00ebr v\u00ebllain,<br \/>\ndet me pika loti.<br \/>\nE ktheve p\u00ebr mua,<br \/>\nN\u00eb bekim prej Zoti.<\/p>\n<p>Pas dor\u00ebs s\u00eb saj<br \/>\nkoh\u00eb e par\u00eb m\u00eb vate.<br \/>\nUn\u00eb b\u00ebja \u2018xudhira\u2019,<br \/>\ntjetri pas i hante.<\/p>\n<p>Nj\u00eb shkop t\u00eb l\u00ebmuar<br \/>\nprer\u00eb nga deg\u00eb murrizi.<br \/>\nKush i prekte nipin &#8211;<br \/>\ne kish te kurrizi.<\/p>\n<p>Gjyshja ime e mir\u00eb,<br \/>\nlis i pakt\u00eb, i gjat\u00eb.<br \/>\nUn\u00eb n\u00eb bank\u00eb shkolle,<br \/>\najo r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb shtrat.<\/p>\n<p>N\u00eb mjegulla moshe<br \/>\ni humbi v\u00ebshtrimi.<br \/>\nDhe ashtu, prap\u00eb nipit<br \/>\ni shihte m\u00ebsimin.<\/p>\n<p>Mora udh\u00eb t\u00eb mbar\u00eb<br \/>\nsi shkollar n\u00eb fshat.<br \/>\nPas vdekjes s\u00eb gjyshes,<br \/>\nu b\u00ebra i prap\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Koh\u00eb me trazira,<br \/>\nn\u00eb \u00e7\u2019 marri m\u00eb shpure!<br \/>\nSa nj\u00eb \u201ct\u00eb madhi\u201d<br \/>\ni rash\u00eb me dru furre.<\/p>\n<p>Af\u00ebr nj\u00eb burimi<br \/>\nn\u00ebn nj\u00eb deg\u00eb dardhe.<br \/>\nM\u00eb hipi t\u00eb puthja<br \/>\nnj\u00eb si lozonjare.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cT\u00eb madhit t\u00eb fshatit\u201d<br \/>\nSa m\u00eb tha \u201crruga\u00e7\u201d.<br \/>\nN\u00eb mesin e njer\u00ebzve,<br \/>\ni dhash\u00eb nj\u00eb k\u00ebrba\u00e7.<\/p>\n<p>Gjyshja, me merak<br \/>\nq\u00eb pran\u00eb s\u2019m\u00eb ishte.<br \/>\nN\u00ebn dh\u00e8 tek dremiste<br \/>\nshkopin lart l\u00ebvizte.<\/p>\n<p>Kufirin m\u00eb dukej<br \/>\nse ndahej me lum\u00eb.<br \/>\nMjafton not t\u00eb dije,<br \/>\ndhe mbaroje pun\u00eb!<\/p>\n<p>Por m\u00eb kap\u00ebn befas<br \/>\nsi miun n\u00eb \u00e7ark.<br \/>\nMe shkop diktature<br \/>\nm\u00eb kthyen n\u00eb fshat.<\/p>\n<p>F\u00ebmij\u00ebria ime &#8211;<br \/>\nrebelim i brisht\u00eb.<br \/>\nMe gjemba n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb,<br \/>\nme plag\u00eb n\u00eb shpirt!<\/p>\n<p>Po me frym\u00eb lirie<br \/>\nm\u00eb sh\u00ebndoshej shpirti.<br \/>\nQe bekim i gjyshes<br \/>\nq\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb m\u00eb rriti<\/p>\n<p>Zogjt\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr aj\u00ebr<br \/>\nb\u00ebjn\u00eb parabola.<br \/>\nV\u00ebshtrimi i gjyshes<br \/>\nM\u00eb ndiqte te shkolla.<\/p>\n<p>E un\u00eb rritesha<br \/>\nn\u00eb ara e lumaqe.<br \/>\nMuzgu lart n\u00eb qiell<br \/>\nmbushej manushaqe.<\/p>\n<p>Gjyshja m\u00eb largohej<br \/>\ntutje, larg n\u00eb vite&#8230;<br \/>\nEdhe m\u00eb afrohej<br \/>\nn\u00eb proverba e rite.<\/p>\n<p>Fshati im i dashur<br \/>\nku jeta m\u00eb nisi,<br \/>\nn\u00ebn nj\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb verdh\u00eb<br \/>\nposi kula\u00e7 misri.<\/p>\n<p>Mbi hapat e mia<br \/>\necin dall\u00ebndyshet.<br \/>\nKu lulet e moll\u00ebs<br \/>\nM\u2019i \u00e7el frym\u00eb e gjyshes.<br \/>\n_________________________<br \/>\n*Botuar tek libri poetik<br \/>\n\u201cMuzgje t\u00eb lodhura\u201d<br \/>\nViti 1999.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Te lagjia mes krojesh m\u00eb p\u00ebrkund kujtimi. Tek rrjedh f\u00ebmij\u00ebria Buz\u00eb nj\u00eb burimi. Nga P\u00ebrroi i Madh, ky \u201cburim\u201d shkon lart. Ngjitet mbi nj\u00eb breg, shtrihet shpat m\u00eb shpat. Hip e zbrit n\u00eb pem\u00eb, tek Mani i Bardh\u00eb. Si shuhej aq \u00ebmb\u00ebl etja me nj\u00eb dhall\u00eb?! Tek iu hidhja deg\u00ebve ngjaja dall\u00ebndyshe. Nga dega m\u00eb [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":49129,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[120],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-49128","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-letersi"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49128","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=49128"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49128\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=49128"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=49128"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=49128"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}