Nj\u00eb m\u00ebngjez oborri i sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Shab\u00ebs u mbush me puntor\u00eb me kazma e lopata.
\nDit\u00ebn e par\u00eb sheshuan truallin.
\nT\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen soll\u00ebn lla\u00e7 e tulla.
\nShteti, pa pyetur askend, n\u00eb oborrin e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Shab\u00ebs, nisi t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtoj\u00eb di\u00e7ka.
\nShaba donte ta dinte \u00e7far\u00eb ishte ajo di\u00e7ka, por puntor\u00ebt me kazma dhe nj\u00eb teknik q\u00eb mbante n\u00eb dor\u00eb disa skica, nuk flisnin.
\nOborri i sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Shab\u00ebs nuk ishte aq i madh sa aty t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtoheshin vepra 5 vje\u00e7ar\u00ebsh: fabrika, uzina, kombinate, ferma bujq\u00ebsore, reparte ushtarake.
\nMund\u00ebsit\u00eb ishin dy.
\nBunker p\u00ebr mbrojtjen e popullit nga sulmet e armiqve ziliqar\u00eb q\u00eb mezi \u00e7prisnin t’i ngulnin dh\u00ebmb\u00ebt Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb heroike.
\nPallat p\u00ebr leckaman\u00eb.
\nHamendja se n\u00eb oborrin e Shab\u00ebs fjala ishte p\u00ebr bunker ose tunel u hodh posht\u00eb pas pak dit\u00ebsh kur u pa se g\u00ebrmimet nuk vajt\u00ebn m\u00eb thell\u00eb se 1 met\u00ebr.
\nP\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb p\u00ebrmasave modeste t\u00eb oborrit, me gjasa, fjala nuk ishte as p\u00ebr pallat banimi me apartamente si furriqe ku si kuzhin\u00eb sh\u00ebrbente haleja.
\nVep\u00ebr madh\u00ebshtore pesvje\u00e7ari jo.
\nPallat jo.
\nTunel jo.
\n\u00c7far\u00eb po nd\u00ebrtonin vall\u00eb n\u00eb oborrin e Shab\u00ebs ?!
\nKomitet partie ?
\nRajon policie ?
\nBurg ?
\nDhom\u00eb torturash ?
\nZyr\u00eb e fsheht\u00eb e Sigurimit ?
\nKur kishte kaluar nja nj\u00eb muaj, ja behu \u00e7udia tjet\u00ebr: Mbi oborrin e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Shab\u00ebs po ngrihej nj\u00eb Tyrbe.
\nU \u00e7udit i madh e i vog\u00ebl.
\nNis\u00ebn p\u00ebshp\u00ebrimat.
\nKishat dhe xhamit kishin vite q\u00eb ishin hedhur n\u00eb er\u00eb n\u00ebn brohorimat entuziaste t\u00eb proletar\u00ebve surratshqyer.
\nPrift\u00ebrinjt\u00eb dhe hoxhallar\u00ebt q\u00eb mbet\u00ebn pa u pushkatuar, pa varur n\u00eb litar apo pa vdekur n\u00ebp\u00ebr biruca nga rrahjet, ishin tashm\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr burgje.
\n\u00c7’ne kjo Tyrbe p\u00ebrball\u00eb Politeknikumit ?!
\nLagja mbajti frym\u00ebn.
\nNdoshta kurvi ishte penduar p\u00ebr hedhjen n\u00eb er\u00eb t\u00eb kishave dhe xhamiave, rrahjet dhe vdekjet e klerik\u00ebve. “S’ka shtaz\u00eb sado t\u00eb eg\u00ebr t\u00eb mos jet\u00eb sadopak e m\u00ebshirshme” – e ka th\u00ebn\u00eb Shekspiri. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb Tyrbe ndoshta po jepte nj\u00eb sinjal pendese. Dukej sikur thoshte; Partia e b\u00ebri at\u00eb gabim. Edhe Partia gabon. Por partia b\u00ebn autokririk\u00eb. Prift\u00ebrinjt\u00eb dhe hoxhallar\u00ebt e vdekur nuk i ngjallim dot. Ama n\u00ebn udh\u00ebheqjen e pagabuar t\u00eb inteligjenc\u00ebs kooperativiste t\u00eb uritur dhe klas\u00ebs puntore me \u00e7izme llastiku, nga p\u00ebsimet nxjerrim m\u00ebsime, ndreqim gabime, b\u00ebjm\u00eb autokritik\u00eb, po desh\u00ebt edhe t\u00eb thell\u00eb.
\nMe plot\u00ebsimin dita dit\u00ebs t\u00eb asaj q\u00eb fillimisht u quajt Tyrbe, pastaj stacion hekurudhor, pastaj q\u00ebnd\u00ebr grumbullimi drithi, pastaj dyqan djath, pastaj hale publike, m\u00eb s\u00eb fundi u muar vesh se n\u00eb oborrin e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Shab\u00ebs u nd\u00ebrtua nj\u00eb Bibliotek\u00eb.
\nShaba mori frym\u00eb i leht\u00ebsuar.
\nTha me vete Shaba: Shyqyr q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb ngrit\u00ebn n\u00eb oborr ndonj\u00eb komitet, policie, ndonj\u00eb dhom\u00eb torturash, zyr\u00eb sigurimi. Biblioteka dhe Tyrbja nuk duken keq. T\u00eb dyja synojn\u00eb zbutjen e njeriut nga e keqja q\u00eb e ka gjetur.
\nShaba e priti pra me qef nd\u00ebrtimin e Bibliotek\u00ebs. Jo p\u00ebr vete. Se Shaba i kishte lexuar nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha librat Shqip. Librat e lejuar q\u00eb i blinte n\u00ebp\u00ebr librarira. Por edhe librat e ndaluar q\u00eb i merrte n\u00ebp\u00ebr s\u00ebndyk\u00ebt e bodrumeve t\u00eb tironcve, ose Sigurimi i sillte nga Kosova dhe i shp\u00ebrndante dor\u00eb m\u00eb dor\u00eb, si p\u00ebr shembull, librat e Rexhep Qoses, lavirit t\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb. Lumturimi i Shab\u00ebs ishte i nj\u00eb lloji tjet\u00ebr. Ishte lumnim i lart\u00eb, idealist, i brendsh\u00ebm, i thell\u00eb, altruist, p\u00ebr t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebheshin njer\u00ebz.
\nS’do ment q\u00eb biblioteka do kishte librat e kurvit p\u00ebr revizionizmin, Stalinin, Kin\u00ebn, v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsit\u00eb e revolucionit, luft\u00ebn e klasave, \u00e7arjen e bllokad\u00ebs s\u00eb eg\u00ebr, eg\u00ebrsin\u00eb e armiqve t\u00eb jasht\u00ebm, dinak\u00ebrin\u00eb dhe pabesin\u00eb e armiqve t\u00eb brendsh\u00ebm.
\nPor do kishte edhe libra t\u00eb tjer\u00eb. Ndonj\u00eb roman t\u00eb Balzakut, Hygoit, Tolstoit, ndonj\u00eb poezi t\u00eb Pushkinit ose Turgenievit, ndonj\u00eb teagjedi t\u00eb Shekspirit.
\nKaluan vitet.
\nShaba hyri e doli n\u00eb Bibliotek\u00ebn mbi oborrin e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb vet p\u00ebr t’i rekomanduar nj\u00ebrit e tjetrit libra t\u00eb mir\u00eb, libra q\u00eb p\u00ebrmir\u00ebsojn\u00eb sh\u00ebndetin shpirt\u00ebror.
\nN\u00eb ’90-\u00ebn, n\u00ebn syt\u00eb e p\u00ebrlotur t\u00eb atyre p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebt Biblioteka, fal\u00eb Shab\u00ebs, kishte q\u00ebn\u00eb edhe Tyrbe, bandit\u00ebt zhvat\u00ebn orendit\u00eb dhe dogj\u00ebn librat.
\nPor s’mund t\u00eb xhvasnin e digjnin lodhjet altruiste t\u00eb Shab\u00ebs q\u00eb sillej aty rrotull si mjegullat rr\u00ebzave t\u00eb Tomorrit.
\nPas xhvatjeve dhe djegieve, trualli dhe Boblioteka bosh u shndrruan n\u00eb vend t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb, n\u00eb Vak\u00ebf.
\nJa beh\u00ebn k\u00ebrkuesit e floririt. U \u00e7faq\u00ebn net\u00ebve si fantazma me metal detector nd\u00ebr duar p\u00ebr t\u00eb k\u00ebrkuar flori n\u00ebn truallin e Vak\u00ebfit, posht\u00eb themeleve t\u00eb Bibliotek\u00ebs-Tyrbe q\u00eb kishte q\u00ebn\u00eb oborri i Shab\u00ebs.
\nK\u00ebrkuesve t\u00eb floririt n\u00ebn Bibliotek\u00ebn e rr\u00ebnuar, Shaba u tha duke qeshur; Kot k\u00ebrkoni. Kte temin do gjeni. Floriri i oborrit tim ndodhet atje ku nuk mund ta vidhni. N\u00eb kokat e lexuesve q\u00eb un\u00eb i shp\u00ebtova nga shtaz\u00ebrimi.
\nLexuesi i paepur Shab\u00eb, Bibliotek\u00ebn mbi truallin e tij, donte ta privatizonte, dhe pasi ta ndreqte t\u00eb vazhdonte ta p\u00ebrdorte p\u00ebrs\u00ebri si Bibliotek\u00eb dhe si Tyrbe.
\nNuk mundi.
\nE pengoi ligji i privatizimit.
\nI than\u00eb Shab Kall\u00e7iut,
\n-B\u00ebje si po e b\u00ebjn\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt. Digje Tyrben dhe privatizo truallin.
\n-Nuk jam mesjetar obskurantist q\u00eb t\u00eb djeg Biblioteka.
\n-E djegim ne p\u00ebr ty.
\n-Bibliotek\u00ebn mund ta digjni pasi t\u00eb kaloni mbi kufom\u00ebn time.
\nShqiptar\u00ebt po vjedhin, xhvasin, djegin, vrasin.
\nBibliotek\u00ebn Tyrbe mbi oborrin e vet Shaba nuk e prek.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Nj\u00eb m\u00ebngjez oborri i sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Shab\u00ebs u mbush me puntor\u00eb me kazma e lopata. Dit\u00ebn e par\u00eb sheshuan truallin. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen soll\u00ebn lla\u00e7 e tulla. Shteti, pa pyetur askend, n\u00eb oborrin e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Shab\u00ebs, nisi t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtoj\u00eb di\u00e7ka. Shaba donte ta dinte \u00e7far\u00eb ishte ajo di\u00e7ka, por puntor\u00ebt me kazma dhe nj\u00eb teknik […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":48049,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-48048","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-te-tjera"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48048","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=48048"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48048\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":48050,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48048\/revisions\/48050"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/48049"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=48048"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=48048"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=48048"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}