Janar 2018. Bashk\u00eb me Simonin. N\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e v\u00ebllait, Doktor Polikronit.
\n-Tu duk pak i zbet\u00eb? -M\u00eb pyeti v\u00ebllai, duke zbritur shkall\u00ebt.
\n-…
\nNat\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr. Vet\u00ebm me Polikronin. Mbi tavolin\u00eb vuri nj\u00eb shishe me raki. Nj\u00eb pjat\u00eb me djath\u00eb. Ullinj. Nj\u00eb qep\u00eb. Buk\u00eb e thekur.
\n-Ftoht\u00eb. Pim\u00eb nga nj\u00eb got\u00eb raki?…
\nE \u201cthava\u201d got\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb. Duke m\u00eb mbushur got\u00ebn e tret\u00eb, l\u00ebshoi nj\u00eb fraz\u00eb rrufe:
\n-Jam me kancer!
\nShtanga. Mu zu fryma. Mu err\u00ebn syt\u00eb. Mos isha n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr?
\n-Doktor Ertoni m\u00eb b\u00ebri eko. \u201cDolloj di\u00e7ka mes veshkave. -M\u00eb tha.-Por gj\u00ebrat i sakt\u00ebson skaneri\u201d.
\n-Normale. Kur do ta b\u00ebsh skanerin?
\n-Kurr\u00eb?
\n-Pse?
\n-Nuk ka \u201cpse\u201d, si romani i Sterjo Spases. Sa t\u00eb kem kujtes\u00eb nuk shkoj vet\u00eb n\u00eb spital\u00eb. Kur te humbas vet\u00ebdijen, po ta l\u00eb ty amanet: Mos m\u00eb shtro?!
\n-Po t\u00eb isha un\u00eb me kancer, si do m\u00eb k\u00ebshilloje?
\n-Larg spitalit! Un\u00eb kamcerin e kam n\u00eb bark. Mos vall\u00eb, i moshuar, t\u00eb heq nj\u00eb veshk\u00eb t\u00eb kalbur, e t\u00eb v\u00eb nj\u00eb t\u00eb re?! Marr\u00ebzi!
\nNga ajo dit\u00eb, \u00e7do nat\u00eb me Simonin, shkonim n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Un\u00eb shkoja nga ora 18-t\u00eb. Simoni, duke q\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb pun\u00eb, vinte m\u00eb von\u00eb.
\nJav\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb t\u00eb shkurtit, Polikroni rrinte shtrir\u00eb. Kanceri po rritej. Kishte dhimbje t\u00eb forta.
\n-Ta bejm\u00eb at\u00eb t\u00eb shkret\u00eb skaner?-i thash\u00eb.
\n-Mos harro amanetin!<\/p>\n
Mes shkurti. N\u00eb dark\u00eb Polikroni keq\u00ebsohej. Por n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes shkonte n\u00eb klinik\u00eb.
\n-Duke vizituar f\u00ebmij\u00ebt, harroj kancerin?!<\/p>\n
Tentakulat e s\u00ebmundjes si duket depertonin n\u00eb disa organe. Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb m\u00eb thot\u00eb:<\/p>\n
-Me llogarit\u00eb e mia si mjek, nuk m\u00eb kan\u00eb ngel\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se tre jav\u00eb jet\u00eb. Kam shkruar nj\u00eb let\u00ebr me tre porosi:<\/p>\n
1. Kur t\u00eb varrosem nuk dua prift.<\/p>\n
2. Pas varrimit nuk dua t\u00eb m\u00eb shtroni drek\u00eb.<\/p>\n
3. M\u00eb varrosni me gruan, Bafturin\u00eb.<\/p>\n
I lexova me sy t\u00eb p\u00ebrlotur. Mu b\u00eb nj\u00eb komb n\u00eb gryk\u00eb.
\n-Nuk vlejn\u00eb lot\u00ebt. Letr\u00ebn po e mbyll. Kur t\u00eb jap shpirt, duhet ta hapin dhe ta lexojn\u00eb Mirela me Enkel\u00ebn. Vajzat. Mos u p\u00ebrlot! Tani e di mir\u00eb : Nuk kam frik\u00eb nga kanceri! E kam b\u00ebr\u00eb lanet. <\/p>\n
Nes\u00ebr do shkoj n\u00eb pun\u00eb. Me presin kalamajt\u00eb…Ka viroz\u00eb…<\/p>\n
Vazhdoi pun\u00ebn edhe nj\u00eb jav\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm dy jav\u00eb q\u00ebndroi n\u00eb shtrat…<\/p>\n
11 Mars. Ora 10. Viti 2018. <\/p>\n
Doktor Polikroni mbylli syt\u00eb. Gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn ecja si rrobot. N\u00eb dark\u00eb von u ktheva n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. <\/p>\n
Ora 24. Nuk m\u00eb zinte gjumi. Rr\u00ebmbeva kompjutrin. Nisa t\u00eb shkruaj…<\/p>\n
V\u00ebllai u nda nga jeta. T\u00eb qaj? Nuk m\u00eb sheh.T\u00eb lutem? Nuk m\u00eb d\u00ebgjon. T\u00eb shpresoj se mund t\u00eb rikthehet? Ai ishte i sh\u00ebnjt\u00eb, por jo Jezuesi.
\n\u00c7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebj? Si mund ta mund trishtimin, dhimbjen, vetmin\u00eb, m\u00ebrzin\u00eb, atitmin\u00eb, stresin, boshll\u00ebkun, ngash\u00ebrimin…<\/p>\n
Ku ta k\u00ebrkoj ngush\u00ebllimin? Ta provoj me Bibl\u00ebn?…\u201dT\u00eb mos trishtohemi q\u00eb na iku. T\u00eb g\u00ebzohemi q\u00eb e pat\u00ebm.\u201d…
\nKur p\u00ebrfundova, ishte gdhir\u00eb. P\u00ebr t\u00eb \u201cvrar\u00eb\u201d dhimbjen, kisha shkruar esse-n\u00eb, m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime. <\/p>\n
U botua po thuaj n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha gazetat dhe portalet…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Janar 2018. Bashk\u00eb me Simonin. N\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e v\u00ebllait, Doktor Polikronit. -Tu duk pak i zbet\u00eb? -M\u00eb pyeti v\u00ebllai, duke zbritur shkall\u00ebt. -… Nat\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr. Vet\u00ebm me Polikronin. Mbi tavolin\u00eb vuri nj\u00eb shishe me raki. Nj\u00eb pjat\u00eb me djath\u00eb. Ullinj. Nj\u00eb qep\u00eb. Buk\u00eb e thekur. -Ftoht\u00eb. Pim\u00eb nga nj\u00eb got\u00eb raki?… E \u201cthava\u201d got\u00ebn e […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":35797,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-35796","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-te-tjera"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35796","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=35796"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35796\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":35798,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35796\/revisions\/35798"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/35797"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=35796"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=35796"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=35796"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}