{"id":28036,"date":"2022-11-12T10:58:03","date_gmt":"2022-11-12T10:58:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/?p=28036"},"modified":"2022-11-12T10:58:03","modified_gmt":"2022-11-12T10:58:03","slug":"kur-genjeni-pothuaj-gjithmone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/2022\/11\/12\/kur-genjeni-pothuaj-gjithmone\/","title":{"rendered":"Kur g\u00ebnjeni? &#8211; Pothuaj gjithmon\u00eb&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>ROSA BELTRAN<br \/>\n(Meksiko, 1960)<\/p>\n<p>Shkrimtarja e romaneve, tregimeve t\u00eb shkurtra dhe eseve, dha k\u00ebt\u00eb intervist\u00eb, ku e quajti veten si laike, t\u00eb ndrojtur dhe g\u00ebnjeshtare t\u00eb vet\u00ebdijshme.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Cila \u00ebsht\u00eb ideja juaj e lumturis\u00eb s\u00eb p\u00ebrsosur?<br \/>\n&#8211; Nj\u00eb bibliotek\u00eb, biblioteka ime, dhe shum\u00eb koh\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb lexuar.<br \/>\n&#8211; Cila \u00ebsht\u00eb frika juaj m\u00eb e madhe?<br \/>\n&#8211; Q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb kem koh\u00eb t\u00eb lexoj gjith\u00e7ka kam.<br \/>\n&#8211; Cila \u00ebsht\u00eb vetia juaj, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn qaheni m\u00eb shum\u00eb?<br \/>\n&#8211; Q\u00eb jam e ndrojtur; q\u00eb dua t\u2019u afrohem njer\u00ebzve, por nuk di se si.<br \/>\n&#8211; Cili ka qen\u00eb guximi juaj m\u00eb i madh n\u00eb jet\u00eb?<br \/>\n&#8211; Q\u00eb kam guxuar t\u00eb tregoj, t\u00eb rr\u00ebfej.<br \/>\n&#8211; K\u00eb do t\u00eb quanit gj\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7muar?<br \/>\n&#8211; Suksesin.<br \/>\n&#8211; Cilat jan\u00eb fjal\u00ebt q\u00eb p\u00ebrdorni m\u00eb shum\u00eb?<br \/>\n&#8211; \u201cBota\u201d, \u201cgjith\u00e7ka\u201d, \u201cgjithmon\u00eb\u201d, dhe ngaq\u00eb jam pesimiste, \u201ckurr\u00eb\u201d.<br \/>\n&#8211; P\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb jeni penduar?<br \/>\n&#8211; Q\u00eb nuk kam filluar m\u00eb her\u00ebt t\u00eb lexoja autor\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt i zbulova vite m\u00eb von\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8211; Cila \u00ebsht\u00eb gjendja juaj aktuale shpirt\u00ebrore?<br \/>\n&#8211; Optimiste.<br \/>\n&#8211; Cili \u00ebsht\u00eb zot\u00ebrimi juaj m\u00eb i \u00e7muar?<br \/>\n&#8211; Pavar\u00ebsisht se nuk jan\u00eb n\u00ebn zot\u00ebrimin tim, un\u00eb do t\u00eb doja t\u00eb mendoja p\u00ebr time bij\u00eb Kasandran dhe p\u00ebr tim shoq Erneston.<br \/>\n&#8211; Cilin e konsideroni mjerimin m\u00eb t\u00eb keq?<br \/>\n&#8211; Meskinitetin.<br \/>\n&#8211; Me cilin personazh historik donit t\u00eb identifikoheni?<br \/>\n&#8211; Me Kafk\u00ebn.<br \/>\n&#8211; Cila \u00ebsht\u00eb cil\u00ebsia q\u00eb ju p\u00eblqen m\u00eb shum\u00eb tek grat\u00eb?<br \/>\n&#8211; Forca dhe trim\u00ebria.<br \/>\n&#8211; Po te nj\u00eb burr\u00eb?<br \/>\n&#8211; Bujaria dhe sensi i humorit.<br \/>\n&#8211; Kush \u00ebsht\u00eb heroi juaj i let\u00ebrsis\u00eb?<br \/>\n&#8211; Gregor Samsa, i Kafk\u00ebs.<br \/>\n&#8211; Si do t\u2019ju p\u00eblqente t\u00eb vdisnit?<br \/>\n&#8211; Papritmas, n\u00eb mes t\u00eb pun\u00ebs.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ku dhe kur jeni e lumtur?<br \/>\n&#8211; Kudo, kur krijoj, kur besoj, kur jam midis njer\u00ebzve me imagjinat\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8211; Cila \u00ebsht\u00eb tipari i personalitetit q\u00eb nuk ju p\u00eblqen tek t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt?<br \/>\n&#8211; Meskiniteti, egoizmi, individualizmi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Kush \u00ebsht\u00eb dashuria m\u00eb e madhe e jet\u00ebs suaj?<br \/>\n&#8211; Ime bij\u00eb Kasandra, Ernesto dhe ime \u00ebm\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8211; Kur g\u00ebnjeni?<br \/>\n&#8211; Pothuaj gjithmon\u00eb*. E kam shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb di se kur nuk g\u00ebnjej. Sigurisht, q\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqem t\u00eb mos g\u00ebnjej, por kam shkuar tek tre psikanalist\u00eb t\u00eb ndrysh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb kuptuar se mund t\u00eb tregoj t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn histori n\u00eb m\u00ebnyra t\u00eb ndryshme. Nuk e di kur nuk g\u00ebnjej.<br \/>\n&#8211; Cila \u00ebsht\u00eb ideja juaj p\u00ebr vdekjen?<br \/>\n&#8211; Fundi i jet\u00ebs s\u00eb \u00e7muar, dhe pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, nuk mund ta shmang\u00eb si nj\u00eb humbje. Un\u00eb jam nj\u00eb laike dhe nuk besoj te nj\u00eb jet\u00eb tjet\u00ebr pas k\u00ebsaj, vdekja \u00ebsht\u00eb fundi i k\u00ebsaj p\u00ebrvoje fantastike q\u00eb ju dhe un\u00eb kemi k\u00ebtu.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebn t\u00eb qeshni?<br \/>\n&#8211; E papritura dhe absurdja.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7far\u00eb ju b\u00ebn t\u00eb qani?<br \/>\n&#8211; Kur njeriut q\u00eb dua i dhemb di\u00e7ka.<br \/>\n&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-<br \/>\n*Sigurisht, \u201cg\u00ebnjeshtra\u201d p\u00ebr nj\u00eb shkrimtar\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb themeli i pun\u00ebs s\u00eb tij.<\/p>\n<p>N\u00eb shqip Bajram Karabolli<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>ROSA BELTRAN (Meksiko, 1960) Shkrimtarja e romaneve, tregimeve t\u00eb shkurtra dhe eseve, dha k\u00ebt\u00eb intervist\u00eb, ku e quajti veten si laike, t\u00eb ndrojtur dhe g\u00ebnjeshtare t\u00eb vet\u00ebdijshme. &#8211; Cila \u00ebsht\u00eb ideja juaj e lumturis\u00eb s\u00eb p\u00ebrsosur? &#8211; Nj\u00eb bibliotek\u00eb, biblioteka ime, dhe shum\u00eb koh\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb lexuar. &#8211; Cila \u00ebsht\u00eb frika juaj m\u00eb e madhe? 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