{"id":26832,"date":"2022-11-05T10:08:54","date_gmt":"2022-11-05T10:08:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/?p=26832"},"modified":"2022-11-05T10:08:54","modified_gmt":"2022-11-05T10:08:54","slug":"ne-varreza-por-per-te-gjallet-nikoleta-kovaci-dite-netet-e-te-shumteve","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/2022\/11\/05\/ne-varreza-por-per-te-gjallet-nikoleta-kovaci-dite-netet-e-te-shumteve\/","title":{"rendered":"N\u00eb varreza, por p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjall\u00ebt\/ Nikoleta Kova\u00e7i: Dit\u00eb-net\u00ebt e t\u00eb shumt\u00ebve\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dit\u00ebt e para t\u00eb ktij muaji gjithnji shkojn\u00eb p\u00ebr njerzit e dashtun q\u00eb nuk jan\u00eb ma me ne n\u00eb kt\u00eb jet\u00eb fizikisht!<br \/>\nN\u00eb fakt, un\u00eb nuk shkruaj p\u00ebr ndjesi e p\u00ebrjetime t\u00eb k\u00ebsoditshme sepse nuk mundem me i ve\u00e7ue kujtimet e as mendimet me data t\u00eb p\u00ebrcaktueme, por m\u2019bani me u ndal, si rrall\u00eb her\u00eb, Anglia! Furia e sulmit kund\u00ebr shqiptarve q\u00eb mb\u00ebrrijn\u00eb atje, etiketimet e akuzat e gjithfarshme, pa u ndal thuajse asnj\u00ebher\u00eb mbi shkaqet reale q\u00eb i detyron shqiptar\u00ebt me kalue n\u00ebp\u00ebr ferr tue tentue at\u00eb dreq parajse q\u00eb ve\u00e7 jep pak siguri! <\/p>\n<p>Me ca qirinj n\u00eb duar dhe vazo me lule, mrrit\u00ebm her\u00ebt n\u00eb varrezat tona!<br \/>\nPo aq her\u00ebt ishin \u00e7ue edhe bashk\u00ebfshatar\u00ebt miq e dashamir\u00eb!<br \/>\nU takuem aty! U p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndet\u00ebm si na e do malli i zakonsh\u00ebm e zakoni i p\u00ebrmallsh\u00ebm! Mas p\u00ebrqafimeve t\u00eb papeta, dhe kvetjes; si je? vinin tri pyetjet e tjera thuajse t\u00eb ngjashme e t\u00eb pashmangshme; si i ke ata rob\u00eb?; a kie fol me ta? e, a gjet\u00ebt gj\u00e0 n\u00eb kt\u00eb vjesht\u00eb!<br \/>\n Pergjigjet prap\u00eb ishin t\u00eb njajta, ban b\u00e8 e kan\u00eb ba me fjal\u00eb: Mana ve\u00e7 n\u00eb telefon po flasim, mir\u00eb na thon\u00eb! E kur i pyet ku jan\u00eb, prap\u00eb dihet p\u00ebrgjigja; jasht\u00eb shteti! <\/p>\n<p>Ndez\u00ebm qirinjt\u00eb! Pllakosi heshtja! N\u00eb dukje secili ishte te \u2018varri i vet\u2019, po n\u00eb fakt t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ishna t\u00eb perziem te njani-tjetri, n\u00eb t\u00eb njajt\u00ebn vorbull mungesash e vetmimi q\u00eb s\u2019ka t\u2018naluem! At\u00ebher\u00eb u ktheva edhe i her\u00eb kah t\u00eb gjall\u00ebt, i kqyra e n\u00eb hetim e sip\u00ebr, si me dasht\u00eb me pshtue vedin, pash\u00eb se sa pak kishim mbet\u00eb! Ma shum\u00eb mu duk\u00ebn makina n\u00eb oborrin e Kish\u00ebs, se sa njer\u00ebz, edhe ata t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjysmuem prej moshe e shtati! Pak kishte mbet\u00eb n\u2019ta nga \u00e7\u2019kishin kan\u00eb dikur e para 10 vjet\u00ebve!  <\/p>\n<p>Nd\u00ebrsa qirinjt\u00eb digjeshin n\u00eb syt\u00eb ton\u00eb, prap\u00eb iu kthyem shoshojt\u00eb, na q\u00eb ishna aty, tue kryq\u00ebzu fjal\u00eb, em\u00ebrtime shtetesh e psher\u00ebtima: Greqi, Itali, Gjermani, Franc\u00eb e Angli, thu vedi se jan\u00eb bash p\u00ebrtej Gomine, lumi q\u00eb tash refuzon me kan\u00eb as prrue\u2026 Shumica qajn\u00eb pamund\u00ebsine me pas n\u00eb duar e sy rritjen e nipave e t\u00eb mesave, dikush, pamunsin\u00eb me lan\u00eb nan\u00ebn ose bab\u00ebn, ose t\u00eb dy e me iu bashk\u00ebngjit vllaut, motr\u00ebs, kushinit e shoqit sidomos n\u00eb Anglin\u00eb e lirueme nga \u00e7mimi e mendsia! Un\u00eb sapo dgjoj emnin Angli, duket sikur m\u00eb trad\u00ebton ftyra n\u00eb ato mendime q\u00eb m&#8217;i zbras flaka q\u00eb ve\u00e7 drit\u00ebzon e qirinjece: po kta e din\u00eb \u00e7\u2019a mendon Anglia p\u00ebr djemt\u00eb ton\u00eb, \u00e7\u2019a shpik, \u00e7\u2019a trillon? Po kta a e din\u00eb se shqiptar\u00ebt n\u00eb Angli trajtohen edhe ma keq, ma padinjitetsh\u00ebm e mizorisht se n\u00eb Shqipni? Se ne na kane kthye n\u00eb shenj\u00eb denigruese teksa e din\u00eb se na po ikim ve\u00e7 se me iu shmange mtij denigrimi q\u00eb ndodh p\u00ebr hir t\u00eb bab\u00ebzis\u00eb s\u00eb pafre t\u00eb pushtuesve dhe uzurpuesve t\u00eb ktij vendi?! <\/p>\n<p>Manej, tu dasht\u00eb me i shp\u00ebtue shpull\u00ebs s\u00eb p\u00ebrditshme t\u00eb Anglis\u00eb, tentoi t\u00eb nis ikjen! Nuk due ma me ndejt mes asaj zbraz\u00ebtie t\u00eb mbitokshme p\u00ebr me u ndie mir\u00eb me plotin\u00eb e nantok\u00ebs! N\u00eb dalje nji shoq tjet\u00ebr, djal\u00eb i ri, i pakt\u00eb n\u00eb katun, i cili na e mbyll si me dry at\u00eb p\u00ebrballje dy bot\u00ebshe: Vjeshta qe e mbar\u00eb boll p\u00ebr ne, po na s\u2019jena t\u00eb zot\u00ebt me e hang\u00ebr krejt mallin q\u00eb na ka fal i madh Zot! Jam ve\u00e7 me nan\u00ebn n\u00eb shpi! <\/p>\n<p>Deshta me ik me vrap, mos me takue kand tjete\u00eb, teksa dgjoja t\u00eb tjera zhurma makinash q\u00eb i afroheshin Kish\u00ebs! -Neser-na than\u00eb-kishte Mesh\u00eb! Kishte me shkue prifti! E un\u00eb tue ik, ma shum\u00eb me mend se me kam\u00eb, tue vra mendjen se ata njer\u00ebz q\u00eb kishin ardh\u00eb sod me ndez qirinj a kishin me mujt me shkue nes\u00ebr n\u00eb Mesh\u00eb, e pava vedin te prroni jem, ai magjiku, i pak\u00ebrkund shoq! Si t\u00eb thuash, as prroni i  Martin Camajt s\u2019ma mund dot n\u00eb gurgullim\u00eb, fines\u00eb e kreni! Gjithmon\u00eb kam dashte me u hang\u00ebr me Camajn p\u00ebr prrue, gur e shkamb, tu e k\u00ebrkue me m\u2019dal n\u00eb maj\u00ebn e Cukalit me kundrue!<br \/>\nPo ai i muer me vedi n\u00eb dhena t\u00eb tjera, kurse un\u00eb i kam lan\u00eb aty! Kam frik\u00eb me i \u00e7ue kund tjet\u00ebr! Barbar\u00ebt tash jan\u00eb kudo; Martini qe i men\u00e7\u00ebm, gjeti vendin q\u00eb ia rujten\u2026 <\/p>\n<p>\u2026Aty dashta me u harrue nj\u00eb cop\u00eb her\u00eb! Me iu thirr ndjesive q\u00eb m\u00eb duheshin p\u00ebr at\u00eb dit\u00eb, m\u00eb lan\u00eb me pushue pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb vendin e tyne! Po klithmat e ikjes, p\u00ebrzanies, harrimit kishin zan\u00eb vend mas \u00e7do dege t\u00eb that\u00eb e t\u00eb njom\u00eb!<br \/>\nT\u00eb dyja ndejshin bashk\u00eb si me m\u2019than\u00eb: na po bajm\u00eb \u00e7ka duhej me ba ju!<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/D0891A74-9F59-4C5F-9BC9-30EAE1BD9E36-225x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-26833\" srcset=\"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/D0891A74-9F59-4C5F-9BC9-30EAE1BD9E36-225x300.jpeg 225w, https:\/\/neutrale.al\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/D0891A74-9F59-4C5F-9BC9-30EAE1BD9E36-768x1024.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/neutrale.al\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/D0891A74-9F59-4C5F-9BC9-30EAE1BD9E36-860x1147.jpeg 860w, https:\/\/neutrale.al\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/D0891A74-9F59-4C5F-9BC9-30EAE1BD9E36.jpeg 1080w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dit\u00ebt e para t\u00eb ktij muaji gjithnji shkojn\u00eb p\u00ebr njerzit e dashtun q\u00eb nuk jan\u00eb ma me ne n\u00eb kt\u00eb jet\u00eb fizikisht! N\u00eb fakt, un\u00eb nuk shkruaj p\u00ebr ndjesi e p\u00ebrjetime t\u00eb k\u00ebsoditshme sepse nuk mundem me i ve\u00e7ue kujtimet e as mendimet me data t\u00eb p\u00ebrcaktueme, por m\u2019bani me u ndal, si rrall\u00eb her\u00eb, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":26834,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-26832","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-te-tjera"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26832","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26832"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26832\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26835,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26832\/revisions\/26835"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/26834"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=26832"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=26832"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=26832"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}