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\n25.8.2016
\nTregimet e ver\u00ebs <\/p>\n
AUTO\u00c7ENSURA IME <\/p>\n
M\u00eb 10 shtator 1999. <\/p>\n
Shkova\u00a0 n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e Azem Hajdarit, s\u00eb bashku me Besnik Mustafain. <\/p>\n
Sht\u00ebpia \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb muzeum. <\/p>\n
Foto. Libra. <\/p>\n
Kompjuteri. <\/p>\n
Djali i vog\u00ebl, q\u00eb nuk ka mbushur vitin, t\u00eb kujton m\u00eb shum\u00eb se kushdo babain, sepse edhe emrin e ka Azem. <\/p>\n
Fatmira kur mendon p\u00ebr shkoll\u00ebn e Kirit n\u00eb Franc\u00eb, \u00ebnd\u00ebrron t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb Azem i dyt\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Po vajza? <\/p>\n
Besniku:- Vazhdon t\u00eb shkruash?… <\/p>\n
Ajo:- Po… <\/p>\n
Besniku:- Kur t\u00eb mbarosh ndonj\u00eb cik\u00ebl me vjersha, dua t\u2019i lexoj… <\/p>\n
Ajo:- Nuk b\u00ebj m\u00eb vjersha. <\/p>\n
Po shkruaj kujtime p\u00ebr babin… <\/p>\n
Ishte nj\u00eb bised\u00eb e thjesht\u00eb, q\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb \u00e7ast m\u00eb ngacmoi. <\/p>\n
Por vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb \u00e7ast, sepse duke v\u00ebshtruar disa foto t\u00eb vjetra, biseda e Besnikut me vajz\u00ebn e Azemit, m\u00eb doli nga mendja. <\/p>\n
Vet\u00ebm kur u ktheva n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi truri im u vu n\u00eb l\u00ebvizje. <\/p>\n
Si e tha? <\/p>\n
Si shkruan? <\/p>\n
\u00c7far\u00eb mund t\u00eb shkruaj\u00eb nj\u00eb adoleshente!? <\/p>\n
Raporti midis vajz\u00ebs dhe babait… <\/p>\n
Eskili… <\/p>\n
Kompleksi i Edipit… <\/p>\n
Krimi. <\/p>\n
Si e parafytyron\u00a0 nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb nd\u00ebshkimin? <\/p>\n
Hapa kompjuterin. <\/p>\n
Nisa t\u00eb shkruaj me mendjen tek vog\u00eblushja: <\/p>\n
Ishte nj\u00eb \u00ebngj\u00ebll q\u00eb m\u00eb nxiti iden\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr\u00a0 p\u00ebr Azem Hajdarin… <\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb sh\u00ebnimeve i kam botuar, t\u00eb shp\u00ebrndara n\u00eb kronika t\u00eb ndryshme. <\/p>\n
Nuk m\u00eb p\u00eblqyen t\u00eb shp\u00ebrndara, ndaj i bashkova. <\/p>\n
Shto uj\u00eb e shto miell dhe\u00a0 jan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb nja 100 faqe. <\/p>\n
Po\u00a0 m\u00eb tej? <\/p>\n
Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb kaq\u00eb e leht\u00eb q\u00eb ato q\u00eb shkruan ti botosh n\u00eb nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr!… <\/p>\n
T\u00eb pengon auto\u00e7ensura… <\/p>\n
Pse ka auto\u00e7ensur\u00eb n\u00eb demokraci?\u00a0 <\/p>\n
Un\u00eb do t\u00eb d\u00ebsh\u00ebroja t\u00eb \u201cimitoja\u201d librin e Fan Nolit <\/p>\n
\u201c Betoveni dhe revolucioni\u201d. <\/p>\n
Noli shkruan se Betoveni, m\u00eb i madhi i muzikant\u00ebve q\u00eb ka nxjerr\u00eb bota, <\/p>\n
ishte i sh\u00ebmtuar, shurdh, <\/p>\n
pijanec, <\/p>\n
qeflli grash, <\/p>\n
pedofil, <\/p>\n
kurnac, <\/p>\n
vuante nga sifilizi… <\/p>\n
Si\u00e7 tregon vet\u00eb Noli, nj\u00eb kritik i paska th\u00ebn\u00eb: <\/p>\n
\u201c Pse duhet\u00a0 t\u00eb \u201cpikturosh\u201d antiportretin e\u00a0 Betovenit? Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb gjeni…\u201d <\/p>\n
Noli i \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjur: \u201cPo t\u00eb mos kishte Betoveni \u201cantiportertin si muzikant\u201d, ndoshta bot\u00ebs do ti mungonte sinfonia num\u00ebr n\u00ebnt\u00eb!\u201d… <\/p>\n
Pas Dhjetorit \u201990 s\u00eb bashku me Azemin\u00a0 kemi nd\u00ebnjur dit\u00eb e net\u00eb\u00a0 t\u00eb t\u00ebra. <\/p>\n
Kemi shkuar disa her\u00eb n\u00eb Rom\u00eb dhe Athin\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Jo rrall\u00eb, t\u00eb dy kemi pir\u00eb sa jemi b\u00ebr\u00eb \u201cthumb\u201d!… <\/p>\n
Pse, mund t\u00eb pij\u00eb nj\u00eb Hero si Azemi, mund t\u00eb m\u00eb q\u00ebrtoi ndonj\u00eb militant?… <\/p>\n
Un\u00eb, si\u00e7 dihet, kam dob\u00ebsi p\u00ebr bjondet edhe pse jam i martuar m\u00eb nj\u00eb ezmerk\u00eb! <\/p>\n
Kur ishim t\u00eb dy\u00a0 na kalonte\u00a0 ndonj\u00eb bjonde e kolme,\u00a0 koka m\u00eb vinte v\u00ebrdall si \u201clule dielli\u201d. <\/p>\n
Azemi m\u00eb thoshte: \u201cNuk je pa shije,\u00a0 skuth!\u201d… <\/p>\n
Pse mund t\u00eb bisedoi p\u00ebr femrat nj\u00eb Hero si Azemi, do t\u00eb v\u00ebr\u00eb kuj\u00ebn ndonj\u00eb demokrat i or\u00ebve t\u00eb para!… <\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb burr\u00eb i mir\u00eb, n\u00eb vitin 1999-t\u00eb\u00a0 donte t\u00eb b\u00ebnt\u00eb nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr p\u00ebr Azemin. <\/p>\n
I thash\u00eb se duhet t\u00eb takonte edhe Arben Imamin, Neritan Cek\u00ebn, Genc Pollon, Maks Haxhin\u00eb a Arben Lik\u00ebn… <\/p>\n
Ata kan\u00eb shum\u00eb kujtime t\u00eb bukura nga jeta e Azemit. <\/p>\n
-Je n\u00eb vete,- m\u00eb tha! Ka mund\u00ebsi nj\u00eb Hero si Azemi t\u00eb ket\u00eb pasur miq\u00ebsi me \u201ctradh\u00ebtar\u00eb\u201d t\u00eb till\u00eb t\u00eb PD-s\u00eb!… <\/p>\n
Po un\u00eb pse nuk e botoj librin? <\/p>\n
Fatkeq\u00ebsia q\u00ebndron brenda meje: <\/p>\n
-Pena ime nuk mund t\u00eb \u201cmatet\u201d me kollosin e letrave shqiptare, me Nolin e madh, q\u00eb t\u00eb \u201cguxoj\u201d ta p\u00ebrshkruaj Azemin <\/p>\n
si student i ardhur nga nj\u00eb provinc\u00eb e larg\u00ebt, <\/p>\n
si politikan, <\/p>\n
si tribun, <\/p>\n
si qytetar, <\/p>\n
si njeri i zakosh\u00ebm, <\/p>\n
si djal\u00eb me vese. <\/p>\n
Ndaj edhe nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e mir\u00eb e sh\u00ebnimeve\u00a0 p\u00ebr Azem Hajdarin \u201cflen\u00eb\u201d n\u00eb kompjuter!… <\/p>\n
Presin kur t\u00eb m\u00eb \u201cdali lepuri nga barku\u201d, kur t\u00eb \u201cpushkatoj auto\u00e7ensur\u00ebn\u201d, dmth. <\/p>\n
kur lexuesit t\u00eb kuptojn\u00eb se Herojt\u00eb e Demokracis\u00eb si Azem Hajdari nuk kan\u00eb asgj\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebt me herojt\u00eb e realizmit socialit: <\/p>\n
T\u00eb bukur, <\/p>\n
t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, <\/p>\n
gjith\u00eb muskuj,\u00a0 <\/p>\n
trima, <\/p>\n
t\u00eb m\u00ebn\u00e7ur, <\/p>\n
filozof\u00eb, <\/p>\n
t\u00eb \u201cvirgj\u00ebr\u201d nga \u00e7do ves… <\/p>\n
si personazhet e librit sovjetik: \u201cSi u kalit \u00c7eliku!\u201d…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 25.8.2016 Tregimet e ver\u00ebs AUTO\u00c7ENSURA IME M\u00eb 10 shtator 1999. Shkova\u00a0 n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e Azem Hajdarit, s\u00eb bashku me Besnik Mustafain. Sht\u00ebpia \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb muzeum. Foto. Libra. Kompjuteri. Djali i vog\u00ebl, q\u00eb nuk ka mbushur vitin, t\u00eb kujton m\u00eb shum\u00eb se kushdo babain, sepse edhe emrin e ka Azem. Fatmira kur […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":16056,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[120],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-16055","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-letersi"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16055","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16055"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16055\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16057,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16055\/revisions\/16057"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/16056"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16055"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16055"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16055"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}