NUK M\u00cb NJEH KUSH N\u00cb\u00a0 TIRAN\u00cb\u2026
\n-Rikthim tek\u00a0 kryeqyteti i\u00a0 dashur pas\u00a0 nj\u00eb dekade<\/p>\n
Koha fluturoi dhe erdhi momenti t\u2019i rikthehem vendlindjes sime me emrin e bukur Shqip\u00ebri.
\nAsnj\u00eb nga miqt\u00eb e mi amerikan\u00eb nuk ka mundur t\u00eb shqiptoj\u00eb sakt\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb em\u00ebr nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb ua them n\u00eb shqip.
\nUn\u00eb thjesht kam\u00a0 qeshur se, me sa duket, emri im ka t\u00eb nj\u00ebtin fat: keqshqiptuesh\u00ebm nga t\u00eb huajt. Por kur u them miqve t\u00eb mij se jam nga kombi q\u00eb i dha bot\u00ebs N\u00ebn\u00eb Terezen, ata befas q\u00ebndrojn\u00eb gati-tu\u2026 \u00cbsht\u00eb magjia e hyjnores, q\u00eb rast\u00ebsisht ndodhi t\u00eb ishte shqiptare\u2026
\nGati nj\u00eb muaj m\u00eb par\u00eb, para nisjes, m\u00eb mbyt\u00ebn \u00ebndrrat \u201cme Shqip\u00ebri\u201d, \u00ebndrra q\u00eb ishin fashitur n\u00eb vrullin e p\u00ebrditsh\u00ebm t\u00eb pun\u00ebs n\u00eb Amerik\u00eb.
\n\u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb se jeta n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb kontinent gjigand \u00ebsht\u00eb \u201ckominoshe dhe gjum\u00eb\u201d, por besom\u00ebni, ka edhe po aq mund\u00ebsi qejfi dhe arg\u00ebtimi sa edhe n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri. Sepse k\u00ebtu s\u00eb pari punon p\u00ebr egon t\u00ebnde, pastaj p\u00ebr at\u00eb se \u201c\u00e7\u2019thot\u00eb komshiu\u2026\u201d
\nJam nga ata ikanak\u00eb t\u00eb shekullit t\u00eb shkuar, q\u00eb e dua vendlindjen time. Verb\u00ebrisht i dashuruar pas t\u00eb shkuar\u00ebs sime varfanjake, pas t\u00eb shkuar\u00ebs me \u201cnj\u00ebshin n\u00eb krye\u201d, pas t\u00eb shkuar\u00ebs ku \u201c\u00e7\u2019thot\u00eb partia b\u00ebn populli\u201d dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00eb turm\u00eb brohorisnim me xhepat bosh, por shpres\u00ebplot se do vinte nj\u00eb dit\u00eb\u2026 Ajo koh\u00eb erdhi. Nuk ka m\u00eb \u201cNj\u00eb parti n\u00eb krye\u201d\u2026 Jemi t\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00eb krye dhe po aq t\u00eb marr\u00eb sa e k\u00ebrkon koha q\u00eb me shumic\u00eb e jeton njer\u00ebzimi i k\u00ebtij globi\u2026 Kam aq shum\u00eb \u00ebndrra p\u00ebr t\u00eb treguar, kam aq shum\u00eb mall p\u00ebr t\u00eb rr\u00ebfyer, kam aq shum\u00eb brenga p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndar\u00eb dhe fluturimi drejt Atdheut tim m\u00eb duket si \u201cfluturim drejt ferrit\u201d\u2026Me nj\u00eb ankth t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm pres avionet t\u00eb nd\u00ebrrohen dhe hesht. Kam nj\u00eb mall t\u00eb madh, q\u00eb m\u00eb duket idjot\u00ebsi n\u00eb syt\u00eb e atyre q\u00eb jetojn\u00eb n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Por un\u00eb shpresoj t\u00eb m\u00eb kuptojn\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrsa fluturoj andej nga lind dielli, kam nj\u00eb ndjesi se do humbas mes ujrave t\u00eb Atlantikut. M\u00eb duket sikur do vdes pa arritur n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, pa shtr\u00ebnguar durat me ata q\u00eb kam mall dhe i dua, edhe pse ma kan\u00eb harruar ermin\u2026 Frikem. M\u00eb duket se do l\u00eb vejush\u00eb timeshoqe n\u00eb Amerik\u00eb, m\u00eb tmerron fakti se \u00e7\u2019fat mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb ajo dhe nuk e di pse nuk kam hi\u00e7hall p\u00ebr veten time q\u00eb mund t\u00eb vdes pa arritur n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri\u2026
\nArrij n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje t\u00eb von\u00eb. Dritat llamburisin kudo. Adriatiku val\u00ebzon si dikur n\u00eb \u201ckoh\u00ebn e\u00a0 diktatur\u00ebs\u201d, nd\u00ebrsa rrug\u00ebt jan\u00eb ndryshe\u2026L\u00ebvizin mijra maqina, mijra \u00ebndrra dh d\u00ebshira\u2026Nga lart\u00ebsia shoh rrug\u00eb t\u00eb bukura dhe nj\u00eb llamburitje konstante\u2026 A thua jam diku n\u00eb Zvic\u00ebr?\u00a0 Nga lart\u00ebsia e qiellit vendlindja m\u00eb duket nj\u00eb \u201cparajs\u00eb e munguar\u201d nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb e di se kudo ka nj\u00eb jet\u00eb, nj\u00eb problem, nj\u00eb dashuri apo nj\u00eb vdekje\u2026Ligji i hekurt i jet\u00ebs nuk mund ta anashkaloj\u00eb Atdheun, ku un\u00eb\u00a0 rast\u00ebsisht linda dhe kurr\u00eb nuk e vura n\u00eb pikpyetje\u2026
\nNj\u00eb miku im i vyet m\u00eb pret n\u00eb aeroportin \u201cN\u00ebn\u00eb Tereza\u201d.
\nDuke u p\u00ebrqafuar me t\u00eb, sikur p\u00ebrqafoj gjith\u00eb Shqip\u00ebrin\u00eb. Vite m\u00eb par\u00eb, kur vija k\u00ebtu, Shqip\u00ebria bu\u00e7iste \u201cNano Ik\u201d. Ato koh\u00eb do m\u00eb priste gazetari dhe botuesi Medi Koxhaj dhe un\u00eb, m\u00eb nj\u00eb karton n\u00eb dor\u00eb do dilja nga aeroporti me fjal\u00ebt e shkruara \u201cMedi mos ik\u201d\u2026Tanim\u00eb, Medi Koxhaj ka ikur me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb atje ku \u00ebsht\u00eb \u201cshumica\u201d njer\u00ebzore\u2026 Tani \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb \u201cklim\u00eb tjet\u00ebr\u201d. Ca b\u00ebrtasin \u201cBasha ik\u201d e t\u00eb tjer\u00eb mall\u00ebngjuesh\u00ebm si dikur para \u201ctribunave t\u00eb 1 majit\u201d kur \u00e7irreshim \u201cParti-Enver, jemi gati kurdoher\u00eb\u201d, nj\u00eb shumic\u00eb sikur\u00a0\u00a0 evokon t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn idjot\u00ebsi shqiptare. Un\u00eb hesht. Dua t\u00eb shijoj Tiran\u00ebn time n\u00eb heshtje dhe melankoli. Ajo m\u00eb duket si nj\u00eb bunker hitlerian, ku betoni dhe hekurat sikur ia marrin frym\u00ebn qytetit m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur t\u00eb rinis\u00eb son\u00eb, Tiran\u00ebs. Ndiej n\u00eb heshtje r\u00ebnkimin e qytetit t\u00eb \u201cb\u00ebrxollave\u201d dhe \u201ckrikove t\u00eb birr\u00ebs\u201d\u2026Ndiej n\u00eb heshjte hapat e leht\u00eb n\u00eb bulevardin e madh q\u00eb sikur jan\u00eb koncenturar n\u00eb sheshin \u201ckurrizo\u201d n\u00eb mes t\u00eb Tiiran\u00ebs\u2026
\nSi nj\u00eb llav\u00eb vullkanike nd\u00ebrtimet jan\u00eb p\u00ebrhapur\u00a0 gjithandej. Pa form\u00eb, pa plan, pa ide, pa vision,pa shpres\u00eb\u2026.Beton dhe hekur kudo. Pluhur, zhurm\u00eb dhe kafene kudo. Njer\u00ebz q\u00eb i bien tavolin\u00ebs me grusht, si dikur \u201cOpinga e Hrushovit\u201d n\u00eb OKB.. \u201cPse nuk mori afgan\u00eb Austria, por vet\u00ebm ky \u201cI gjati yn\u00eb\u201d?… Ku po shkojm\u00eb?…\u201d Nata p\u00ebrcjell z\u00ebra revolte kudo, nd\u00ebrsa jo pak kontrollojn\u00eb koshet e plehrave\u2026 Kjo dodh edhe n\u00eb Amerik\u00eb, t\u00eb varf\u00ebrit dhe t\u00eb pashpres\u00ebt jan\u00eb pjes\u00eb e shoq\u00ebrive. Ata kan\u00eb vendin e tyre dhe ne, me fat ndryshe, ofrojm\u00eb m\u00ebshir\u00eb dhe lutje p\u00ebr ta\u2026 K\u00ebtu nuk lutet kush, k\u00ebtu prania e tyre sikur lumturon nj\u00eb shumic\u00eb tjet\u00ebr fatkeqe\u2026
\nGjindem i humbur n\u00eb Tiran\u00ebn e \u00ebndrrave t\u00eb bukura. M\u00eb duket se vet\u00ebm mali i Dajtit \u201cv\u00ebshtron\u201d mbi mua me nj\u00eb mish\u00ebrim t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb e t\u00eb hidhur. Nuk di se ku t\u00eb \u00e7ojn\u00eb rrug\u00ebt dhe un\u00eb mbetem i hutuar mes llafnaj\u00ebs dhe betoneve kryene\u00e7e. Tirana ka ndryshuar. Tirana \u00ebsht\u00eb zhb\u00ebr\u00eb. Ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb marr\u00eb \u201cpeng\u201d i paras\u00eb q\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb numurohet, por thjesht konvertohet n\u00eb beton , hekur dhe qiellg\u00ebrruese t\u00eb frikshme.. K\u00ebrkoj t\u00eb gjej diku sahatin e madh, k\u00ebt\u00eb symbol t\u00eb qytet\u00ebrimit\u00a0 shqiptar, por nuk mundem. \u00cbsht\u00eb groposur mes kullash dhe betone pa fund. M\u00eb dhemb kjo katraure\u00eb mbi \u00ebndrrat dhe kujtimet tona. M\u00eb b\u00ebn t\u00eb b\u00ebrtas si i \u00e7mendur n\u00eb mes t\u00eb sheshit \u2018Sk\u00ebnderbej\u201d q\u00eb m\u00eb duket si \u201cTirana me barr\u00eb\u201d\u2026 \u201cK\u00ebtu ka ndodhur \u201cp\u00ebrdhunimi\u201d m\u00eb monstruoz i shekullit\u201d belb\u00ebzoj n\u00eb p\u00ebrlotje. Humb\u00a0\u00a0 duke\u00a0 hedhur hapat sa n\u00eb lindje aq n\u00eb per\u00ebndim, sa n\u00eb veri aq edhe n\u00eb jug\u2026 Hedh hapat me frik\u00eb mbi \u201cbarkun\u201d e nj\u00eb sheshi q\u00eb e lash\u00eb t\u00eb shesht\u00eb dhe t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Tani frikem kur \u00e7apitem. K\u00ebrkoj mos gjej ndonj\u00eb t\u00eb njohur nd\u00ebrsa hedh hapat me frik\u00eb mbi \u201c28 mij\u00eb gur\u00ebt\u201d e g\u00ebnjeshtra t\u00eb \u201cguvernatorit\u201d t\u00eb k\u00ebtij qyteti q\u00eb ishte \u00ebndrra m\u00eb e madhe e jet\u00ebs sime\u2026 Askush nuk m\u00eb njeh me mask\u00eb n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb, ask\u00ebnd nuk mund t\u00eb njoh. M\u00eb shijon tmerr\u00ebsisht ky anonimitet.Si i marr\u00eb ec kryq e t\u00ebrthor.Tirana nuk ka \u201csokak t\u00eb marr\u00ebsh\u201d, Tirana ka nj\u00eb \u201cqeveri t\u00eb marr\u00ebsh\u201d q\u00eb s\u00eb fundmi duan ta b\u00ebjn\u00eb \u201cFener femrash\u201d n\u00eb bot\u00eb\u2026Mbetemi si dikur \u201cndri\u00e7im\u201d dhe \u201crrug\u00eb zhvillimi\u201d\u2026 M\u00eb dhemb kjo lloj madh\u00ebshtie ekranesh.Malet nuk mbajn\u00eb m\u00eb parrulla \u201crroft\u00eb qeveria\u201d, pesh\u00ebn e maleve e kan\u00eb marr\u00eb ekranet e shumta\u2026 Zhurm\u00eb kudo. Llafe \u00e7do cep. Dua t\u00eb b\u00ebrtas, du ta them \u201cPosht\u00eb qeveria\u201d, dua t\u00eb them \u201cPosht\u00eb opozita\u201d, dua t\u00eb them \u201cTurpi qoft\u00eb me ju\u201d, por nuk e di se kush mund ta ma d\u00ebgjoj\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb breng\u00eb\u2026 Ec dhe nuk shoh dot asnj\u00eb fytyr\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb njoh. Dikur n\u00eb at\u00eb shesh kam takuar aq shum\u00eb shok\u00eb e miq. Aq shum\u00eb vajza dhe gra t\u00eb bukura, aq shum\u00eb\u00a0 intelektual\u00eb dhe akademik\u00eb\u2026 Ku jan\u00eb sot? A vall\u00eb nuk e din\u00eb p\u00ebr ardhjen time t\u00eb beft\u00eb pas nj\u00eb dekade harruar? \u2026
\nAskush\u00a0 nuk m\u00eb njeh n\u00eb qytetin ku rash\u00eb n\u00eb dashuri dhe u b\u00ebra baba 2 her\u00eb. Askush nuk m\u00eb flet n\u00eb qytetin ku \u00ebndrrat\u00a0 \u201cputheshin\u201d me qiellin.Kujtohem se edhe un\u00eb nuk jam ai q\u00eb kam q\u00ebn\u00eb. Kan\u00eb ikur aq shum\u00eb si puna ime dhe un\u00eb kot k\u00ebrkoj t\u00eb jem \u201ci famsh\u00ebm\u201d si dikur kur b\u00ebja nj\u00eb kronik\u00eb n\u00eb Radio-Tirana.Tirana \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb metropol ku ka gjuh\u00eb dhe forc\u00eb vet\u00ebm betoni, hekuri dhe \u201cparat\u00eb e dyshimta\u201d\u2026 E qeshura vanitet n\u00ebn k\u00ebt\u00eb dhun\u00eb t\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0 frikshme t\u00eb atyre q\u00eb derdhin\u00a0 miliona p\u00ebrmes gryk\u00ebs s\u00eb beton-rrotullueseve. Pash\u00eb t\u00eb ngrihej nj\u00eb qytet\u00a0 beton-fantazm\u00eb aty ku e qeshura jon\u00eb\u00a0 pushtonte dikur pafaj\u00ebsin\u00eb e Tiran\u00ebs q\u00eb na rriti\u2026.
\n\u201cZgjohu\u201d- m\u00eb thot\u00eb nj\u00eb z\u00eb.-\u201c\u00cbsht\u00eb koha e brezit tjet\u00ebr\u2026\u201d
\nHap syt\u00eb dhe dua t\u00eb shoh \u201cbrezin tjet\u00ebr\u201d, por nuk m\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb betoni, qiellg\u00ebrryeset dhe tymi i fjal\u00ebve nga kafenet\u00eb pa fund\u2026
\nAskush nuk m\u00eb njohu n\u00eb\u00a0 vendin tim, ndaj ulem diku, porosis nj\u00eb kafe dhe uj\u00eb dhe i them vetes \u201cG\u00ebzuar\u2026Mirseerdhe aty ku ishe\u2026\u201d
\n*Titulli redaksional<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
NUK M\u00cb NJEH KUSH N\u00cb\u00a0 TIRAN\u00cb\u2026 -Rikthim tek\u00a0 kryeqyteti i\u00a0 dashur pas\u00a0 nj\u00eb dekade Koha fluturoi dhe erdhi momenti t\u2019i rikthehem vendlindjes sime me emrin e bukur Shqip\u00ebri. Asnj\u00eb nga miqt\u00eb e mi amerikan\u00eb nuk ka mundur t\u00eb shqiptoj\u00eb sakt\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb em\u00ebr nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb ua them n\u00eb shqip. Un\u00eb thjesht kam\u00a0 qeshur se, me sa […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":12832,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-12831","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-opinione"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12831","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12831"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12831\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12833,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12831\/revisions\/12833"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/12832"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12831"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12831"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12831"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}