-Histori t\u00eb trishta dhe gazmore p\u00ebr mamn\u00eb time?!- <\/p>\n
Mamaja ime vdiq 93 vje\u00e7.
\nFati e pa me syrin e njerk\u00ebs.
\nIshte jetime.\u00a0 Babai e martoi\u00a0 15\u00a0 vje\u00e7e.\u00a0
\nLindi 13 f\u00ebmij\u00eb.
\nMortja i mori 7 f\u00ebmij\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Koh\u00eb lufte. Dy djem. Nj\u00ebri 10-t\u00eb. Tjetri 8-t\u00eb. Gjet\u00ebn nj\u00eb bomb\u00eb.
\nDonin ta hapnin. B\u00ebnin zilka. Shp\u00ebrtheu. U vran\u00eb t\u00eb dy\u2026 <\/p>\n
N\u00eb at\u00eb mot jetonim n\u00eb Mbrezhan-P\u00ebrmet.
\nN\u00eb vitin 1968 vdiq babai\u2026\u00a0
\nKur mbushi 85 vje\u00e7e, i vdes nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb 48 vje\u00e7. Drita\u2026 <\/p>\n
M\u00eb thot\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb:
\n-Mos vall\u00eb m\u00eb ka d\u00ebnur per\u00ebndia, t\u00eb rroj sa t\u00eb shoh t\u00eb vdekur t\u00eb gjith\u00eb famij\u00ebt?! Ruana Zot! <\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb vit pas vdekjes s\u00eb mamas\u00eb, nd\u00ebrroi jet\u00eb motra jon\u00eb.
\nLeonora. <\/p>\n
Tragjedi mbi tragjedi, po t\u00eb jetonte mamaja?! <\/p>\n
K\u00ebto jan\u00eb kujtime, as p\u00ebr tu treguar e as p\u00ebr tu shkruar.\u00a0
\nPor un\u00eb e kujtoj maman\u00eb shpesh. <\/p>\n
P\u00ebr humorin.
\nP\u00ebr\u00a0 batutat.
\nTragjikja dhe komikja ecin bashk\u00eb.\u00a0 <\/p>\n
Shpesh ja tregoj\u00a0 Ezmerk\u00ebs. <\/p>\n
I kujtoja\u00a0 me Polikronin. <\/p>\n
Me Lirin\u00eb-motr\u00ebn. me Simonin-v\u00ebllan\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Por mendoja\u00a0 se jan\u00eb kujtime p\u00ebr tu treguar e jo p\u00ebr tu shkruar.\u00a0 <\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb pash\u00eb filmin\u00a0 amerikan: \u201cGjeniu\u201d.
\nDy personazhe. Djali dhe psikologu.
\nDjali gjeni.
\nI prap\u00eb. Arrogant. Vakabond.\u00a0 <\/p>\n
P\u00ebr t\u00eb shp\u00ebtuar nj\u00eb gjeni, n\u00eb sken\u00eb futet\u00a0 psikologu.
\nE fton nj\u00eb dit\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. N\u00eb mur, mes pikturave, varuar nj\u00eb portret\u2026 <\/p>\n
Tha djali:
\n-Kush \u00ebsht\u00eb?…
\n-Gruaja\u2026 <\/p>\n
-E ke dashur?… <\/p>\n
-Shum\u00eb- tha psikologu. U martuam me dashuri. U s\u00ebmur. Me kancer.
\nI sh\u00ebrbeva\u00a0 tet\u00eb vjet.
\nM\u00eb vdiq nd\u00ebr duar\u2026 <\/p>\n
-P\u00ebrse e kujton? Pyeti djali\u2026 <\/p>\n
Tha psikologu: Gruaja ime pirthte nat\u00ebn.
\nNj\u00eb nat\u00eb pordhi aq\u00eb fort, sa\u00a0 zgjoi q\u00ebnin. <\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, pordhi dhe hapi syt\u00eb.
\n-Kush e b\u00ebri? M\u00eb pyeti. <\/p>\n
-Un\u00eb I thash\u00eb. P\u00ebr t\u00eb mos e v\u00ebn\u00eb\u00a0 n\u00eb s\u00ebk\u00eblldi\u2026 <\/p>\n
Si mund t\u00eb lidhet nj\u00eb film amerikan me kujtimin e mamas\u00eb sime? Ja q\u00eb lidhen\u2026 <\/p>\n
1.
\nKur isha djal\u00eb, mamaja m\u00eb thoshte:
\n-Shko\u00a0 n\u00eb banj\u00eb. B\u00ebj uj\u00ebt e holl\u00eb. Pastaj vish pantallonat\u2026 <\/p>\n
Ka rrezik ti b\u00ebsh me harta\u2026 <\/p>\n
Qeshja. Isha i ri\u2026 E kisha\u00a0 kandarin n\u00ebn kontroll. <\/p>\n
Rrodh\u00ebn vitet. Sot sa her\u00eb q\u00eb\u00a0 shkoj n\u00eb banj\u00eb kujtoj maman\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Normale. M\u00eb jan\u00eb \u201clodhur\u201d hallatet nga pleq\u00ebria\u2026 duhen mbrojtur pantallonat nga sp\u00ebrkatja,de ! <\/p>\n
2.
\nP\u00ebr disa vjet jetuam n\u00ebn nj\u00eb \u00e7ati.
\nDy \u00e7ifte e gjys\u00ebm. Un\u00eb me Ezmerk\u00ebn.
\nV\u00ebllai I vog\u00ebl me nusen. <\/p>\n
Mamaja-beqare. <\/p>\n
Sht\u00ebpi e vog\u00ebl. M\u00eb e vog\u00ebl banja. <\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb dit\u00eb u fut mamaja n\u00eb\u00a0 banj\u00eb.
\nTek dera priste radh\u00ebn nusja. <\/p>\n
Doli vjerra.
\nU fut dhe doli nusja si rrufe: <\/p>\n
-\u00c7far\u00eb ere?
\n-E po, un\u00eb nuk b\u00ebra pilaf?!\u2026 <\/p>\n
Sa her\u00eb q\u00eb shk\u00ebmbehemi tek dera e banj\u00ebs me Ezmerk\u00ebn, hunda m\u00eb kujton maman\u00eb\u2026 <\/p>\n
3.
\nVuajta…, 34 vje\u00e7 gjeta\u00a0 Ezmerk\u00ebn.
\nE mora n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi.
\nMamaja e shihte me sy.
\nE prekte me duar. <\/p>\n
Kur u largua, pyeta:
\n-Si tu duk nusja? <\/p>\n
-Si drita! Por e ka t\u00eb vog\u00ebl gjoksin!… <\/p>\n
U m\u00ebrzite? Pa merak. Po tja p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel\u00ebsh, I rriten. I b\u00ebhen si dy pangure me qum\u00ebsht? <\/p>\n
Kur m\u00eb bie rasti t\u00eb sh\u00ebtis mes \u201ckodrave\u201d t\u00eb Ezmerk\u00ebs, qesh me veten\u2026 <\/p>\n
p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos\u00a0 zgjuar Ezmerk\u00ebn, de!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
-Histori t\u00eb trishta dhe gazmore p\u00ebr mamn\u00eb time?!- Mamaja ime vdiq 93 vje\u00e7. Fati e pa me syrin e njerk\u00ebs. Ishte jetime.\u00a0 Babai e martoi\u00a0 15\u00a0 vje\u00e7e.\u00a0 Lindi 13 f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Mortja i mori 7 f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Koh\u00eb lufte. Dy djem. Nj\u00ebri 10-t\u00eb. Tjetri 8-t\u00eb. Gjet\u00ebn nj\u00eb bomb\u00eb. Donin ta hapnin. B\u00ebnin zilka. Shp\u00ebrtheu. U vran\u00eb t\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":10910,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[120],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-10909","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-letersi"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10909","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10909"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10909\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10911,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10909\/revisions\/10911"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10910"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10909"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10909"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neutrale.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10909"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}